"all your tears are not gonna wash this one away..."

[minusthebrian]

this week was supposed to be possibly the best week of my life, it still is shaping up to be amazing week, tonight we are going to open for joan of arc, which will def be amazing. on a more aggravating note, it seems that i have wasted 3 days this week, by driving out to lakeland early as hell. I was excited because i was probably going to start working in lakeland in november and it seemed like for the first time in my life everything was actually falling in to place. lets say your interviewing for a job, you talk to em the first day, they like you call you back in to meet again, you meet with them again and then they really like you, and call you back a third time, it would make sense to assume that you most likely will get hired. apparently thats not the case, i guess they save the best for last, or in this case the worst for last. without out going into detail, todays interview was the worst experience i've ever had. in conclusion, i wont be working for them. i guess its just my luck that when certain things i've wanted for so long seem to be at my fingertips, something big has to come crashing down.

i dont wanna make this some super long entry, cause then you'll just skip over it. but all i know is there's too many important things(people) here that i cannot leave behind.

I have decided this week, that misery signals is the best metal band out right now

also, if your not doing anything tonight, come see us play at the orpheum tonight @9, should be a really good show, and it make me happy to see all you there (unless you live in chicago)

Music: Misery Signals
Mood: Depressed but oddly optimistic