Aug 03, 2005 00:52
trains are fun...unless the axle underneath you is is overheating, which is the same as threatening to melt and derail the car that youre in. im in mattoon illinois, a little late, but with a brief train story. im missing a lot of people. but only in that pre-miss kind of state where your brain decides to let the most brilliant moments youve had with your friends surface for the first time. i feel like i know a few people a lot better now, too bad were at least 960 miles away.
my sub-conscience is gloating right now. it turns out that all it wanted to do was to get me away from Johanna. i really dont want to think about how much that could have influenced me leaving new york. i wish my life could at least stop being dramatic in hindsight when speaking of an undramatic instance from the past.
tomorrow im going to take a long overdue bike ride down one lane country roads with huge walls of corn. then im going to cruise the old rail yard and take a lap around lake paradise. after this my mother will try to feed me more meat than i would ever want to eat.
oh, call me. its really funny. my accent came right back.