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so i was thinking...
i live my life hoping tomorrow will be better and that if i tough things out and wait... that things will turn around and start going my way. that all this waiting for a good thing and dealing with all the bad shit that everyone says i shouldnt deal with is for something fantastic at the end...
would you call this optimism or false hope? is my glass half full or am i setting myself up for disappointment, every day?
it's almost like every time i find myself in a happy place, someone has to kick me down as quickly as they can. i never feel content.. and when i do its never for long.
but in this case, the question is... is it genuine? and... is it worth it to tough it out?
...just something that crossed my mind this morning.
i live my life hoping tomorrow will be better and that if i tough things out and wait... that things will turn around and start going my way. that all this waiting for a good thing and dealing with all the bad shit that everyone says i shouldnt deal with is for something fantastic at the end...
would you call this optimism or false hope? is my glass half full or am i setting myself up for disappointment, every day?
it's almost like every time i find myself in a happy place, someone has to kick me down as quickly as they can. i never feel content.. and when i do its never for long.
but in this case, the question is... is it genuine? and... is it worth it to tough it out?
...just something that crossed my mind this morning.