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so i thought i had a great valentines day until i found out some stuff about my valentine.....so the whole dinner thing that ryan and dan had for sarah and i was really great. the flower was a really cute touch and what not. then later that night i was walkign with dan and ryan and remember at ec when like pj and those guys used to do the eifel tower? ok so i said something about that and they started to make fun of me. they said something like we shoulda just hung out with the sullivan girls (the ones that i am jealous of cause they always hang out with ryan and dan and its like we have a war over them) so i thought they were totally kidding. then today--at lunch dan came over and i was like, hey dan, did you give any flowers to any other girls. thinking he would say no. BUT NO--i found out that on valentines day him and ryan took out the fucking sulivan girls!!! WHEN RYAN TOLD ME HE WAS BUSY WITH HW AND THAT WAS WHY HE HAD TO TAKE ME OUT ON SUNDAY. how much of an ass i know. so the flower meant nothing becuase they gave them to like 12 other girls. how annoying is that. let me just tell you---I WAS PISSED. here i thought he was being a gentlemen and showing me somehow that he liked me and we were sometihng when really he put me on the side and took out other girls. then when i saw him later i gave him the silent treatment. we saw him in the lair again later that day and sarah said something to him like "yah we're gonna hang out with our other guy friends and they're taking us out for vday." i was kinda mad at that cuase i didnt want to retaliate like that. i just wanted things to be okay between us. so i called him later, bc he had called me after i said i was giving him the silent treatment, and i explained to him why i was annoyed. he began to say "well i thought you would have been a little bit more mature and not given me the silent treatment...." he totally turned it around but in the end he said he was sorry..blah blah blah. im still annoyed. i just saw him a lil bit ago and he told me he was studying all night when really he was watchin a movie with the boys...more lies. then when i came into the room he left and said he needed to go study. he kissed me on the cheek and was trying to be all sweet but im still annoyed. HAPPY FUCKING DAY AFTER VALENTINES DAY.