Drinking while doing Digital Electronics homework? Don't mind if I do!

Feb 23, 2010 23:14

He thinks he's SO fine.
He's created a secret Facebook group about it.  I don't think he realizes that I'm better friends with more of his future brothers than he is.  They love to tell me stuff about him.
I'm glad I brought down his ego if no one else has.

I misinterpreted what he meant by being "interested" because I was sleep deprived, intoxicated, dressed to be comfortable, and, most importantly, I was expecting to make a friend.  I was spending my evening with people I was friends with and have absolutely no sexual pressure from  (which had been annoying occasionally in the past.)

I just wanted to be friends.  I still want to be friends.  I just want to mean something as a person rather than as a woman.  If that means no sex, fine.
I don't know how he treats all these women because I don't know him well enough.

At least I'll be remembered as the girl that's smarter than him.
I feel bad that I hurt his feelings.
It appears all the younger girls crawling all over him just go "MARINE!" and take off their pants.  Good for him.

I don't care as much if I'm not sober.  It's not healthy that many of my nights in the past week and a half have been not sober, but I don't know how else to cope when I need to do homework that hasn't been completed for a week.  I figure I'll be okay with some more time.
This just sucks.

Respect is far more important to me than any shitty fuck-buddy relationship I could manage right now.
I think he's really cool and want to get to know him better.
I want him to understand those two statements.
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