Total Badness
kaymay will probably never speak to me again but...
on the way home from dinner at my parentals tonight i accidentally hit a big dog with my car. sideswiped it. it came out of nowhere and it was dark. only just managed to slow and swerve a bit to minimise its impact. im pretty sure its okay and everything but i feel like crap. i couldn't stop crying for ages and my hands are still shaking nearly an hour later. it happened so fast and it was awful. god, i'm nearly crying again. i wasn't going to post about it cos i feel ashamed somehow even tho i know there was nothing i could have done to prevent it.
i guess i'll have to keep reminding myself of that until my hands stop shaking.
on the way home from dinner at my parentals tonight i accidentally hit a big dog with my car. sideswiped it. it came out of nowhere and it was dark. only just managed to slow and swerve a bit to minimise its impact. im pretty sure its okay and everything but i feel like crap. i couldn't stop crying for ages and my hands are still shaking nearly an hour later. it happened so fast and it was awful. god, i'm nearly crying again. i wasn't going to post about it cos i feel ashamed somehow even tho i know there was nothing i could have done to prevent it.
i guess i'll have to keep reminding myself of that until my hands stop shaking.