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hey everyone! well i had a pretty good day went to school came home but all week and well..last week iv`e been havin trouble with this guy i really like(not u nathan) but this guy i like sorry cant say his name he gets all pissed off but w/e he says he likes me and all and then i asked him if he was really into me and his best bud julien(love u ;)friend wise) talks to me and hes like he doesn`t wanna relationship. (k now im saying this)HES the one who said he wanted a relationship in the first place he was all like i wanna go out with her but... shes not into dateing, and then me and him started falling for eachother then wen i wanted to see him he blew me off!!! like WTF!!! i don`t no wut to do i just thought i woud write it in my journal because my friends get bored of me ohwell i don`t no if he likes me but im so in love with him! and im all screwed up, and the thing is im kinda into his best bud but now hes kinda being acting like an ass hole to me. he was supposly at a girls house and i hate this chick, and there were doing "stuff"(so im told)and i guess i got kinda jelous but still i like his friend more! julien is a big flirt its kinda hard to resist him but ya anyways i`ll do i real update tommorow or later tonight or..sumtin! lol well any advie for meh leave it in the comment thing plz!
Love: cynthia
Love: cynthia