Let's stay together, forever. [Chapter 20; PART 2]
Title: Let's stay together, forever.
Chapter: 20.2/26
Pairing: [main]KyuMin, [side] EunHae, Yewook, [ninja] ChangBum [kibumxchangmin], SeoKyu,
This chapter: PART 1: EunHae, PART 2; EunHae, friendship!MinWook, friendship!SeoKyu, A LOT OF KyuMin mentioned, ninja!Changbum, ninja!YeMin
Genre: Fluff, romance, friendship, bromance, drama. Angst!!!
Rating: PG-13 for PDA-ingxEunHae
Disclaimer: I own them all~ *gets hit* Okay... Only in the story... *gets hit again* Okaay... Not at all... Just the story idea...
Summary: Sungmin and Kyuhyun are each others best friend and brother. Ever since they were little, they could never be separated. No matter where Kyuhyun went, his older brother tagged along. Just like wherever Sungmin went, the little one tagged alone. That's why they made a promise when they were little, to always stay together. But will that still be like that when they are older? Even after they both go to different schools and meet new people? Will they be able to stop their feelings from changing? And above of that, will they still be able to keep there promise?
a/n: FINALLY FINISHED THIS CHAPTER!! I feel like the chapters are getting longer and longer... well me is gonna finish chapter 21 now~ Waah~~ 6 chapters left!! Gonna start writing One more time then, and work on other fic!!
Gonna update my collab fic too soon, with luckysilverlink
Previous Chapter[s]: Introduction+Prologue. - Chapter 1~ - Chapter 2 - Chapter 3 - Chapter 4 - Chapter 5 - Chapter 6 - Chapter 7 - Chapter 8 - Chapter 9 - Chapter 10 - Chapter 11 - Chapter 12 - Chapter 13 Chapter 14; PART 1 PART 2 - Chapter 15 - Chapter 16 - Chapter 17- Chapter 18; PART 1 - PART 2 - Chapter 19 - Chapter 20; PART 1
Chapter 20.2:
Donghae and Eunhyuk finally arrived at the school after that embarrasing moment that morning. After taking a shower, Sora kept on bothering them about that night until the moment they stepped out off the garden. Yeah, even in the garden she was yelling things like 'Don't do dirty things on the way!' 'It's prohibited at school, don't forget!'. Seriously, the boys felt like some criminals who were sex addict and had to do in every moment of the day. For God's sake! It was one time. ONE time, the words Eunhyuk has been exclaiming to her like, the whole morning.
Donghae was actually already used to it and thought it was funny. He loved Sora reaction. Maybe because it was the total opposite from his parents' reaction. He liked it how Sora and their parents accepted it so easily. His 'parents-in-law' were supporting their relation so much. He wished he had parents like Eunhyuk's or KyuMin's.
They entered hand in hand the school and went straight to their classroom. They already got a text from Ryeowook and Sungmin that they had to come earlier to school. Maybe they should have walked with them after all, because the aura around them wasn't really positive. Ryeowook was looking at a random thing absentmindly, while Sungmin kept sighing and looking at Ryeowook with a worried face.
"Hi guys~ Isn't it a wonderful morning~" Donghae tried once again, but failed as always, to cheer them up. But well, him being Donghae, he always uses the wrong words. Eunhyuk sighed and shook his head. He took his lover's hand and dragged him to his own seat, wanting Donghae to sit on his lap. Donghae happily sat down.
"Hey. What's wrong with you guys? The day just began and you guys look like it's been going on for hours already." Eunhyuk asked concerned. Sungmin looked at him and shook his head.
"It's nothing... Just... There are some things going on in my head. Kyuhyun and..." He didn't finish his sentence, he just glanced at Ryeowook. Eunhyuk understood and also took a glance at him, before returning his eyes to Sungmin.
"How is it going with you and Kyu now?" Sungmin shook his head, as in saying nothing changed. He bit his lower lip to suppress the tears from coming out. Ryeowook just saying silent and didn't look away. He didn't even seem to notice that his friends were talking.
"Maybe... An alien has possessed him. OMG! HYUKKIE!! THE ALIENS P-" Donghae was silenced by a soft knock on his head and a kiss on his lips afterwards. Sungmin laughed out loud and squealed afterwards because of the cute couple. Donghae separated his lips.
"I really think so. Look at Wookie!" He waved his hands in front of Ryeowook's face. Only know he got out of his own world.
"O-oh guys. Hi~ I didn't hear you enter just now." He said with a fake smile.
"Wookie, what are you talking about? We've been here for a while already! SEE!! THE ALIE-"
"Donghae..." Donghae resigned to convince Eunhyuk more. He knew he couldn't anyway.
"Really? Oh, sorry! I was thinking about-" He cut himself of and looked at Sungmin for a second, but because of the pain, he looked away after a second.
"Wookie, are you okay?" Sungmin asked worried. He couldn't help but think his friend has been doing strange recently.
Ryeowook looked blankly at Sungmin and shook his head. "No... Nothing." He looked away again. Sungmin felt sad, that his friend was also avoiding him now. Already for awhile actually. 'First Kyuhyun, now Ryeowook. Who am I going to lose next?'
Sungmin decided to let it go this time, since he didn't want to make his friend angry. He looked at Eunhyuk this time, but he seemed the one in a different world. The only difference is that Eunhyuk kept on smiling and grinning to himself, while holding Donghae tightly.
Okay... Maybe he should take that back. He should be worried indeed about that.
The first bell rang and the teacher came the room in. Donghae had to go to his own classes, but not without talking back first to the teacher, saying he wants to sit with Eunhyuk. Both totally forgot that they didn't have first period together. So in the end, Donghae had to leave.
The first periods ended fast and as soon as the bell rang, to indicate that it was lunchtime Eunhyuk left as a rocket the classroom out, leaving Sungmin and Ryeowook behind. They walked a bit faster, to keep up with Eunhyuk, but it seemed impossible. Eunhyuk was on his fastest when he wanted to see his fishy.
As soon as Eunhyuk arrived at Donghae's classroom, he saw the latter in front of the room waiting. He hugged Donghae tightly from the back and kissed him in the neck. Sungmin and Ryeowook were surprised, never knew that Eunhyuk would be PDA-ing. Not only them, also all the other people in the hall looked at them. Some of them suddenly rushed to the restroom, while the other's just blushed while watching them PDA-ing.
Donghae turned around and circled his arm around the Eunhyuk's neck. "I missed you, Hyukkie!" Even though they have been only apart for less than 2 hours.
"Missed you too Hae." Eunhyuk responded before Donghae kissed him on the lips. The simple kiss soon turned in a hot making out session and less people were seen in the hallway and more in the restrooms.
Sungmin nudged Ryeowook's arm. Ryeowook looked up to the other, while his hyung mouthed that they should go. He nodded his head and walked the other way with Sungmin, so they wouldn't have to see that PDA-ing obsessed couple. Sungmin and Ryeowook found it cute at first, how EunHae just couldn't get enough from each other, but after awhile it became too much for them too handle.
"Wookie... Why are you so distant lately? Have I done something wrong?" Both walked next to each other through the hallway. It was peaceful since there weren't any students in the hall, because of their break. Sungmin and Ryeowook decided to just walk around and eat bread on the way, since they didn't feel like eating much. Sungmin finally dared to ask Ryeowook what was wrong, since he was getting crazy because of it. His fight with Kyuhyun was too much to handle for him. He didn't want to be like this with Ryeowook too.
He frowned when he heard a sigh out of Ryeowook. Maybe he shouldn't ask it after all. "Actually... Sungie has told me something..."
Sungmin pursed his lips out of confusion. He looked with a curious look to Ryeowook. "What did he say?" Sungmin had no idea what it could be that Yesung had told Ryeowook to make him act like this. Right? He never talked bad about Ryeowook or something. He didn't say anything eit- 'Oh my god... Did Yesung tell him-'
"Sungmin... Did you by any chance know... That Yesung used to like you before?" Ryeowook looked kinda scared to Sungmin. He seemed afraid to hear the truth. He didn't want to hear it after all. He should have said nothing. But he was still curious. Did Sungmin love Yesung back? Did they date before?
He was shocked when he saw Sungmin bite his lip nervously. Sungmin turned his head a bit to the side and nodded his head afterwards. "B-but don't worry Wookie! It wasn't really love. It didn't go further than like or anything. He was confused, I was just his little crush, nothing more. I swear!" Sungmin exclaimed a bit nervous. He didn't want Ryeowook to misunderstand him. But nevertheless Ryeowook did misunderstand when he heard Sungmin talking nervously.
"Min... Why did you never say anything to me?" Ryeowook asked very serious. Sungmin gulped and didn't know what to answer. The truth was that he never really thought about it. He didn't think Ryeowook would act like this if he knew. He thought it wouldn't matter. Past was past. Why could Ryeowook not see that. Or maybe Ryeowook would think Yesung had still feelings for him. Was Ryeowook afraid for that?
"I'm sorry. I never thought about it. It was a while ago and it wasn't such a big thing. Yesung is my friend." Sungmin tried to explain calmly.
Ryeowook was still left with two things he really wanted to know. If there would be a yes as answer for one of them, then Ryeowook was done with it. He couldn't have Sungmin as a friend anymore if he wanted to stay with Yesung. Ryeowook hoped deep in his heart that the answers would both be no. "Then... Did you guys ever d-date? Were you lovers?"
Sungmin shook his head. "I told you, we've been friends only. I never dated him."
"Then... Have you... felt something for him before?" Ryeowook so hoped it was no. If Sungmin would have feelings for Yesung, he would lose his love. He didn't want that. Sungmin is so amazing in everything. Not just look, but he's so talented, Ryeowook thought he could never compare to him. Yesung would want Sungmin again and he was left with a broken heart.
Sungmin sighed when he heard the question. He felt bad, thinking back of the past. He was so sad when he rejected Yesung. Yesung looked so hurt that time, but Sungmin couldn't do anything, since he didn't feel anything romantic for Yesung. It had always been Kyuhyun... Kyuhyun.
Sungmin was lost in thoughts and totally forgot to say to Ryeowook that he wasn't. Before he could respond in words, Ryeowook was already yelling at him. He was surprised by it.
"WHY HAVE YOU NEVER TOLD ME?! HOW COULD YOU NOT TELL ME YOU HAD FEELINGS FOR YESUNG?! WHAT KIND OF FRIEND ARE YOU?!" Ryeowook's tears fell down as he was yelling at his friend. He couldn't believe Sungmin kept this from him. As soon as he was done yelling he ran away, ignoring the calls from Sungmin.
"WOOK! RYEOWOOK!" Sungmin ran after Ryeowook through the halls. He just had to bump into another person at that moment and when he stood up and apoligized to the person, Ryeowook was nowhere to be found. He tried looking around the school, but without any succes. He sighed and let himself fall on the ground, while a single tear fell down. '
"Why has it have to happen to me... What did i do wrong. First losing Kyuhyun and now I lost my friend Ryeowook. God, please spare me a bit..."
-.-.-.-
[Kyuhyun POV]*At Co-Ed School*
'Why is God so unfair...'
I was sitting in class while looking out of the window, not listening to the teacher at all. Like always, I couldn't get Sungmin out of his head. The fight still kept replaying in my head and it hurts. I miss his cheerful, bouncy hyung. I regret everything from that night, from the moment I didn't allow Sungmin to go out to the moment I said those aweful words. No, I was wrong. I regret it from the moment I showed my possessiveness too much. I should have let Sungmin have more friends.
And I hate to admit it, but I shouldn't have forbid him to date anyone. I was just so selfish, because if I couldn't have my Sungmin in that way, no one could have him. And that was a mistake... Maybe I shouldn't have dated Seohyun? Hyung told me that it was unfair he wasn't allowed to date anyone while I dated someone myself. That was it! If I wouldn't have dated her, Sungmin wouldn't have to feel that bad. Or was I wrong? I did so much wrong! I don't want him to see me as a burden in his life! I know myself that the words he screamed that night weren't completely true, but he also knew that some of it was.
'I should stop thinking about if's... It's not like it will make it all better...' I muttered softly without noticing
Was it that bad to call him Lee? I mean, I regretted it so much that time, I didn't want to say it or even thought about it and he was extremely hurt, but I... I can't seem to think bad about it. It was bad, I guess. But... I love it that he was a Lee. It was the only thing that gives me hope on our relationship. If he would be a real Cho, then it wouldn't even be illegal to love him or date him. I would be a sick person to love him that way and I won't have to feel disgusted to love him, because we would have the same blood and parents. Nevertheless, I still feel and see him as my older brother and I still see him as our family member and as my parents child. But it was still different when he's still a Lee deep in his heart. It makes me assured that it isn't that bad to love him. I wonder if he will ever understand that. I see him as a Cho, but also as a Lee... Is that weird?
WAH! It's all the fault of love! I did so much wrong because of it! I don't want him to see me as a burden in his life! He's my everything, I can't be a burden to him! I know he loves me in some way, he wouldn't want me to leave his life! I know myself that the words he screamed that night weren't completely true, but I also know that some of it was. I hate this! I want to talk with him! Gosh, this all is making me crazy! I want it to stop!
I ruffled my hair out of frustration. I heard the teacher say something to me, but he was cut by the bell. I packed my things lazily and fumed as I left my seat.
When I was about to exit the classroom, I was stopped by Seohyun. "Kyu!" I looked around annoyed. "What's wrong? Did you confess?" She asked cheerfully, yet a bit surprised. I sighed and shook my head.
"Not at all... To be true, it was the total opposite." I said. I trusted her a lot, so I decided to just spill it all out. She knew there was something wrong with me. "I- Min was going to sleep over at his boyfriends house. Well, I thought it was his boyfriend, but I keep hearing Kibum talk about him, so maybe I was wrong." I started to discuss with myself. She gave me a look and of course I understood that she meant that I should get back to the story. "Well, I told him he couldn't and we got in a big fight. I hate it. I never really fought with Minnie. I don't like it at all. I shouldn't have been so jealous."
"That's bad. You were really that jealous?" She chuckled and put her hand on my shoulder. "You should stop that, seriously. And now?"
"We haven't talked or looked at each other in days. We avoid each other all the time. I can't even remember a moment when we spent more than 10 minutes in the same space. I miss him." I couldn't hold up my feelings anymore. It felt a bit better to tell it to her.
"You shouldn't worry~ I know you're very important to him. Take the first step. You should try talking to him." I shook my head. I couldn't do that after that fight.
"I can't face him after all what I have said and he said. I just can't."
"Then, forget it for a moment! Talk with him once you're ready, but don't try to delay it!" She smiled at me. It was nice that she still tried to cheer me up, even after our break-up and the fact that I couldn't see her in a romantic way. "In the meantime. Let's get icecream after school! My treat!"
"Okay~ We should go to the others now!" I said excitedly back. We walked side-by-side through the hallway, while we talked some more and made jokes. It was fun with her, but still, something felt wrong. I began to miss Sungmin even more with her near me.
"Kyuhyun-shii, Seohyun-shii!" We met some girls on our way, who I didn't recognized at all. Maybe they're friend of Seohyun. "Did you two really break up?"
"Yeah, the two of you are so cute and perfect together, it must have been a mistake right?" One of the girls exclaimed happily. I looked to my right and saw a sad face on Seohyun for a second, but it soon turned into a smile. She shook her head.
"Keke, we're only good friends now. We broke up."
"You must be joking, right?" The last girl said. The girls obviously didn't believe it.
"It's true. We did break up. But we're going now. Goodbye." I hurriedly said, since those girls were getting on my nerves. Who are they anyway to ask us that.
I dragged Seohyun with me to the canteen. I'm seriously going to shoot those squeeling girl if they don't shut up.
We soon arrived outside, were the others were. We sat down at the table, me next to Kibum and Yesung, while Seohyun sat down to her friend Yuri and Siwon. I took my lunch and was about to eat it.
"Hey Kyu." Kibum tugged my blazer. "Are you okay?"
"Yeah Why?"
"I heard from Changmin what happened..." Changmin? Did Sungmin tell Changmin about the fight? Why... Oh yeah, he was going to Changmin's house that day. But how would Kibum know? I should ask him about Changmin and their relationship.
"I don't know what you're talking about." I said bluntly, of course I knew what he was talking about, but I didn't feel like talking about it now. I was just feeling a bit better. Oh no, I can already feel it... I miss Minnie. I'm in my depressed mood again... Thank you very much, Kim Kibum. "What is your relationship with him anyway? Isn't he wit-"
"We're as good as dating. Almost. And he and Minnie never dated by the way. It was just friendship." I knew it. I was so stupid to think they were dating. It ruined so much., Me and my stupid mind that thinks it's geniusly. Well... It is. I'm a genius nonetheless. "And you and Min. Are you okay?"
I felt more sadness wash over me. I just ignored him and went on with eating.
-end chapter 20 part 2-
Hope you enjoyed readign~ KyuMin will come next chapters!! 'No 'broken'' KyuMin from then on~