3 drabbles that i made just now~
KYUMIN DRABBLES FOR MIN'S B-DAAAAYYYY!!
Title: Without a sound.
Pairing: KyuMin.
Genre: angst.
Rating: PG.
Words: 855
Disclaimer: I still own Vivi~
Summary: So now I leave you without a sound.
"Kyuhyun~ I love you~" Sungmin whispered to Kyuhyun after he hugged the said boy tightly. The two of them just made love together for the first time after their 3 months of dating together. Kyuhyun looked at the boy who was snuggling on his bare chest, giggling cutely. He carressed the boy's hair and played with it. The cute boy looked up to meet Kyuhyun's eyes, and smiled a sweet smile.
Kyuhyun tried to hide the sadness he felt right now. Sungmin noticed something was wrong, but he didn't want this moment to end yet, so he just ignored it. Kyuhyun smiled at him and pushed the boy's head close to his chest. He wondered if he could hear his heart now.
"Sungmin...'' Sungmin tried to look up, but Kyuhyun held him down. Sungmin just said a 'yes' in respond and hugged the latter tighter. "I love you more than i will love anyone else. Loving you is the best thing that ever happened to me. I love you so much." Kyuhyun continued with a shaking voice. Sungmin giggled and smiled while his head was still dugged into Kyuhyun's chest. Kyuhyun smiled bitterly and looked to another way.
After 15 minutes Sungmin fell asleep. Kyuhyun lifted Sungmin a bit so that he could face the sleeping boy's face and gave kisses all over the sleeping boy's face as a tear escaped his eye. "I-I'm so sorry, Minnie... I love you..." he whispered and stared at the boy's face. He looked at it intently at it, grinding every single detail of his beautiful face in his head, so he would never ever forget it. Caressing his face and hair, so that he would never, ever forget the feeling of touching the older one.
He did that for a hour long, only staring and caressing the boy's face in silent. He couldn't help but feel hurt watching the boy, though he loved him so much. The thought of what he had to do now hurt him so much. He was worried about the boy. He didn't know what could do this to the boy. What if he gets hurt... Or worse, what if he doesn't mind. Kyuhyun was afraid for those thoughts, but he didn't have another choice.
He was selfish, for wanting to make Sungmin his on this day. But he wanted it so badly. He didn't want anyone else to make Sungmin theirs. He knew he was selfish, and he knew it was the worst, but there was no way back now. And what he felt this night with Sungmin, he didn't want to feel it with anyone else either.
Kyuhyun sighed and caressed the boy's face for the last time, before standing up. He grabbed a boxer and some pants and put them on. He turned around to look at the sleeping boy again. He couldn't help but look at him. The beautiful, handsome, cute face that made him falll in love with him in the moment he saw him in the café where he worked.
He smiled bitterly again. He put on Sungmin's favourite shirt. Not his own, no, he wanted the one who Sungmin loved to wear. He just couldn't forget the boy and the moment didn't even come yet. The boy was lying right in front of him, but he still missed him so much.
He grabbed a big bag and packed his stuff, not everything, he only packed all his clothes, expect of his favorite shirt. He wanted it to be left for Sungmin, just like half of his stuff. Sungmin probably will trow it away, or destroy it since it was from him, but he still hoped the boy won't hate him and keep his stuff. Though Kyuhyun knew that change was small. The boy would never forgive him, right? Kyuhyun also packed some stuff from Sungmin. He wanted to have them so badly.
Kyuhyun took his bag and opened the door. Before walking away, he looked once again to the sleeping boy. He looked to him and a wave if guilt, regret and pain flowed through his body, but he still moved on. He looked at the floor and closed his eyes, once again thinking about the boy's happy face. The tears he held back for the past few days suddenly flowed faster and faster on his face. He didn't want this, but he didn't have a choice. His mother would hurt him if he didn't leave him. He would never let that happen.
He turned around and wanted to walk quickly away, but something held him back. For a second he thought that Sungmin said something, but when he turned around, Sungmin was still in the same position as before, sleeping silently. He wanted to say some last words before leaving, but he couldn't. He couldn't do it. So he just walked away, without making a sound, as if nothing happened. Only one sound. The sound that was sounding the whole night. The sound that no one could hear, but it was still there.
Now I leave you without a sound...
Kyuhyun turned around.
Expect my heart shattering...
-end-
Title: Better off than I thought.
Pairing: KyuMin.
Genre: Romance, angst? fluff,
Rating: G
Words: 665
Disclaimer: I still own Vivi~
Summary: I thought of you and smiled, not because I still miss you.
a/n: Sungmin's POV.
I sit under a tree, laughing with my two new friends. We waved goodbye when one of them got a phone call and had to go and the other tagged along. I stayed under the tree and looked up to the sky.
All kind of different memories floated through my mind. Our first meeting, the day I confessed to him, our first date, our first kiss, our first argument, our first make up, our happy dates, our sad moments, our break-up. I remembered everything very well.
The day he broke up with me, I thought that my world was breaking down, I thought I couldn't live anymore without him. that life without him wasn't life and that i would life in loneliness for the rest of my life. The days were so depressing when he left. I missed him so damn much, that i cried every night. Nothing was left of me. Every time i would think of him, I would cry and miss him more.
At least I thought like that.
Everything changed after a week or two. I went back to my usually self and made new friends. I laughed with them, I partied with them, I felt happy with them and slowly,, really slowly I realized something.
"Kyuhyun-ah~ You know I thought." I look forward, to nothing really, but I still smile brightly. And talk to myself. Well, not to myself. More like the person who's not here anymore. "I thought of you today... Not because I still miss you, " I could feel the tears well up in my eyes, but for the first time, I didn't feel hurt. I was actually happy. "But because I realized I can be happy without you. I guess I can still live on~" I say cutely to no one. "Ahh~ I hope you can say the same~"
I closed my eyes and smiled, while thinking of him, until something blocked the sun. I opened my eyes and saw a boy with glasses standing before me, blocking the light. I tried to see the boy better, since i didn't really recognized him, but after looking closely at him, realization hit me. It was him. He was smiling and put off his glasses while he bent down. He looks at me intently and ruffles my hair. I still looked at him in shock. It has been so long since I saw him.
My heart skips a beat and something else hit me. I still love him...
"W-what are y-you doing here?" I ask him, still looking at him with my eyes wide open. He chuckles and stood up again. I was a bit dissapointed, but that changed after he sits beside me now. He smiled and looked forward.
"Why ask me? Weren't you talking to me just now?" He asks and turns his gaze to me. I blush a bit. Well... I was talking to him, but not! No! I mean! I sigh.
"Well... I didn't say it to you in person. I mean, I didn't mean to- Oh no, I mean I was-" I was cut of by his chuckle. I feel like a idiot! I look down and se his hand slowly getting closer to mine. He grabs my hand softly and tried to avoid eye contact with me, by turning his head away. Now, I'm the one chuckling as I held his hand as well. The two of us just sit here, blushing.
"So... You have been well." I turned my head to him again and thought deeply.
I have to admit... I lived better off without him than I thought I would. I was happy and I was doing well. But this feeling right now, the feeling that I have when I'm with him are way better and happier. I may be better off without him, than I thought, but this is still better. And this time I'm gonna fight for this happiness.
"Yeah~ I felt better than I thought I would~ You?"
-end~-
Title: What is love?
Pairing: kid!KyuMin.
Genre: Fluff.
Rating: G
Words: 902
Disclaimer: I still own Vivi~
Summary: What is love?
a/n: First kid!KyuMin >___<
Little Sungmin sits on the table together with his best friend Kyuhyun. Kyuhyun was helping the older boy with his homework since he didn't get it at all. There was only one think that kept going on in his head. He asked his teachers all, one by one, what love was. He wanted to know it, since he had the feelings he was actually in love, but he didn't know for sure.
He looked at the little Kyuhyun who was working hard on his homework right now. He learned hard, even though he already skipped a grade. He was really smart. Sungmin always admired his best friend for that. He was smart, handsome, nice [when he wanted] and always stood up for himself. He didn't really care what others thought, even on this young age. The total opposite of Sungmin.
At least he thought so. Since Kyuhyun always looked up to his Sungmin. Yeah. HIS Sungmin. Kyuhyun secretly claimed Sungmin to be his a long time ago. He told all the kids at school that Sungmin was his and if someone dared to steal him away... Well... They would have a problem. A BIG problem. Since it was Kyuhyun after all. Even as a little kid, he has been evil. But he didn't care, as long as he had his Minnie.
Kyuhyun felt like someone was staring at him, and he knew that someone was Sungmin. He looked up to Sungmin with a frown on his face. Sungmin's smile suddenly appeared on his face.
"Kyunnie~ You know what love is~?" Sungmin asked cutely. The sudden question made Kyuhyun blush. He shrugged it off and looked back to his book. He knew what love was. He knew perfectly what love was. He may be still a little kid, but he already knew he was in love. He was in love with his Minnie. Since a long time already, but he just couldn't tell the boy.
Kyuhyun shook his head. "No. I don't." He said.
"Really?! Even Kyunnie doesn't know!" He looked at the little boy in front of him with his mouth in a 'O' shape and his eyes wide open. Kyuhyun got annoyed and glared at Sungmin. He should have said he did know... He didn't want his Minnie to think he wouldn't know such a simple thing. "Well... I didn't know either. But I asked my teachers! But they gave really weird anwers... I didn't get it at all... " He sighed.
"Then... What did they say?" Kyuhyun was actually curious.
"Well, when I asked my math teacher, he said love was a problem." Sungmin and Kyuhyun both stared forward and thought about what the teacher said. Both nodded, but neither of them knew the answer.
"During history, I asked the teacher what love was." Sungmin continued when none of them knew what he meant. "She said love was a BATTLE!" Sungmin exclaimed while holding his hands up. He was so bewildered by the answer. Kyuhyun frowned and thought deeply. 'A battle...' He thought and looked to Sungmin, 'WAIT! Will Sungmin be hurt if i love him!'' Kyuhyun looked in terror to his best friend.
Sungmin chuckled when he saw the little boy's face and ruffled his hair. "Wah~ My Kyunnie is so cute~" Kyuhyun blushed and pouted. "I also asked my science teacher..." Sungmin said with a frown on his face. "But I didn't get him. No... I didn't... He said love was a reaction..." Sungmin looked with a I-don't-really-care face before continuing, "And lastly, I asked my art teacher..." Sungmin said happily, "She said love was a HEART!" He exclaimed the last word.
Kyuhyun got bewildered by the sudden action and fell backwards. Sungmin freaked out and wanted to help him, but slipped and fell on top of Kyuhyun. He smiled, while lying on top of the little boy. The little boy blushed, but didn't dare to move. For some reason, he liked having Sungmin on top of him like this.
Sungmin realized something. After a whole day, he knew it finally. He knew what love was.
"Kyunnie~ I know now." He said, still lying on top of Kyuhyun. He looked deeply into the younger boy's eyes. "Keke, I realized that love is different for everyone... " Sungmin said while thinking with his head up. He looked back into Kyuhyun's eyes. "In math, love is a problem. In history, a battle. In science it's a reaction. In art it's a heart." The boy nodded.
"I already know that, you just told me." Kyuhyun answered while giggling. It was the first time Sungmin saw him THIS cute.
Sungmin smiled his cutest smile to Kyuhyun, what made the latter's heart skip rapidly. "But to me..." Sungmin blushed hard. He was afraid to do his next action, but still did it anyway. He placed his little lips on Kyuhyun's soft little lips and closed his eyes. He was in that position for 5 seconds and sat up, now sitting on top of the tomato red Kyuhyun. "To me, love will and simply be you, my Kyunnie~ You are love to me~"
Kyuhyun also sat up and hugged Sungmin tightly. "Minnie~ Will you be my boyfriend!" He said to the boy. The older one nodded shyly.
The two ended up not finishing their homework, since they just giggled and glanced at each other the whole day. Both of them knew now what love was.
-end-
a/N: WAAAH NEW YEAR IN 20 MINUTES!!!! HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONEEEE~~!!! <33
I don't know if this is still counted as drabbles... they became longer than i expected... :/
btw... I was grounded 2 or already 3 days ago.... my mom only let me on the pc for a bit for sungmin's b-day... BUT!! I wrote 3 chapters of Let's stay together, forever!! And gonna start another one!! I wrote 2 new one-shots, but not fully finished yet :/ I think I forgot one to mention... You will see~ So sorry, for not updating anything recently!! I will come back with MAAAAAANY new years presents!!
Title: Without a sound.
Pairing: KyuMin.
Genre: angst.
Rating: PG.
Words: 855
Disclaimer: I still own Vivi~
Summary: So now I leave you without a sound.
"Kyuhyun~ I love you~" Sungmin whispered to Kyuhyun after he hugged the said boy tightly. The two of them just made love together for the first time after their 3 months of dating together. Kyuhyun looked at the boy who was snuggling on his bare chest, giggling cutely. He carressed the boy's hair and played with it. The cute boy looked up to meet Kyuhyun's eyes, and smiled a sweet smile.
Kyuhyun tried to hide the sadness he felt right now. Sungmin noticed something was wrong, but he didn't want this moment to end yet, so he just ignored it. Kyuhyun smiled at him and pushed the boy's head close to his chest. He wondered if he could hear his heart now.
"Sungmin...'' Sungmin tried to look up, but Kyuhyun held him down. Sungmin just said a 'yes' in respond and hugged the latter tighter. "I love you more than i will love anyone else. Loving you is the best thing that ever happened to me. I love you so much." Kyuhyun continued with a shaking voice. Sungmin giggled and smiled while his head was still dugged into Kyuhyun's chest. Kyuhyun smiled bitterly and looked to another way.
After 15 minutes Sungmin fell asleep. Kyuhyun lifted Sungmin a bit so that he could face the sleeping boy's face and gave kisses all over the sleeping boy's face as a tear escaped his eye. "I-I'm so sorry, Minnie... I love you..." he whispered and stared at the boy's face. He looked at it intently at it, grinding every single detail of his beautiful face in his head, so he would never ever forget it. Caressing his face and hair, so that he would never, ever forget the feeling of touching the older one.
He did that for a hour long, only staring and caressing the boy's face in silent. He couldn't help but feel hurt watching the boy, though he loved him so much. The thought of what he had to do now hurt him so much. He was worried about the boy. He didn't know what could do this to the boy. What if he gets hurt... Or worse, what if he doesn't mind. Kyuhyun was afraid for those thoughts, but he didn't have another choice.
He was selfish, for wanting to make Sungmin his on this day. But he wanted it so badly. He didn't want anyone else to make Sungmin theirs. He knew he was selfish, and he knew it was the worst, but there was no way back now. And what he felt this night with Sungmin, he didn't want to feel it with anyone else either.
Kyuhyun sighed and caressed the boy's face for the last time, before standing up. He grabbed a boxer and some pants and put them on. He turned around to look at the sleeping boy again. He couldn't help but look at him. The beautiful, handsome, cute face that made him falll in love with him in the moment he saw him in the café where he worked.
He smiled bitterly again. He put on Sungmin's favourite shirt. Not his own, no, he wanted the one who Sungmin loved to wear. He just couldn't forget the boy and the moment didn't even come yet. The boy was lying right in front of him, but he still missed him so much.
He grabbed a big bag and packed his stuff, not everything, he only packed all his clothes, expect of his favorite shirt. He wanted it to be left for Sungmin, just like half of his stuff. Sungmin probably will trow it away, or destroy it since it was from him, but he still hoped the boy won't hate him and keep his stuff. Though Kyuhyun knew that change was small. The boy would never forgive him, right? Kyuhyun also packed some stuff from Sungmin. He wanted to have them so badly.
Kyuhyun took his bag and opened the door. Before walking away, he looked once again to the sleeping boy. He looked to him and a wave if guilt, regret and pain flowed through his body, but he still moved on. He looked at the floor and closed his eyes, once again thinking about the boy's happy face. The tears he held back for the past few days suddenly flowed faster and faster on his face. He didn't want this, but he didn't have a choice. His mother would hurt him if he didn't leave him. He would never let that happen.
He turned around and wanted to walk quickly away, but something held him back. For a second he thought that Sungmin said something, but when he turned around, Sungmin was still in the same position as before, sleeping silently. He wanted to say some last words before leaving, but he couldn't. He couldn't do it. So he just walked away, without making a sound, as if nothing happened. Only one sound. The sound that was sounding the whole night. The sound that no one could hear, but it was still there.
Now I leave you without a sound...
Kyuhyun turned around.
Expect my heart shattering...
-end-
Title: Better off than I thought.
Pairing: KyuMin.
Genre: Romance, angst? fluff,
Rating: G
Words: 665
Disclaimer: I still own Vivi~
Summary: I thought of you and smiled, not because I still miss you.
a/n: Sungmin's POV.
I sit under a tree, laughing with my two new friends. We waved goodbye when one of them got a phone call and had to go and the other tagged along. I stayed under the tree and looked up to the sky.
All kind of different memories floated through my mind. Our first meeting, the day I confessed to him, our first date, our first kiss, our first argument, our first make up, our happy dates, our sad moments, our break-up. I remembered everything very well.
The day he broke up with me, I thought that my world was breaking down, I thought I couldn't live anymore without him. that life without him wasn't life and that i would life in loneliness for the rest of my life. The days were so depressing when he left. I missed him so damn much, that i cried every night. Nothing was left of me. Every time i would think of him, I would cry and miss him more.
At least I thought like that.
Everything changed after a week or two. I went back to my usually self and made new friends. I laughed with them, I partied with them, I felt happy with them and slowly,, really slowly I realized something.
"Kyuhyun-ah~ You know I thought." I look forward, to nothing really, but I still smile brightly. And talk to myself. Well, not to myself. More like the person who's not here anymore. "I thought of you today... Not because I still miss you, " I could feel the tears well up in my eyes, but for the first time, I didn't feel hurt. I was actually happy. "But because I realized I can be happy without you. I guess I can still live on~" I say cutely to no one. "Ahh~ I hope you can say the same~"
I closed my eyes and smiled, while thinking of him, until something blocked the sun. I opened my eyes and saw a boy with glasses standing before me, blocking the light. I tried to see the boy better, since i didn't really recognized him, but after looking closely at him, realization hit me. It was him. He was smiling and put off his glasses while he bent down. He looks at me intently and ruffles my hair. I still looked at him in shock. It has been so long since I saw him.
My heart skips a beat and something else hit me. I still love him...
"W-what are y-you doing here?" I ask him, still looking at him with my eyes wide open. He chuckles and stood up again. I was a bit dissapointed, but that changed after he sits beside me now. He smiled and looked forward.
"Why ask me? Weren't you talking to me just now?" He asks and turns his gaze to me. I blush a bit. Well... I was talking to him, but not! No! I mean! I sigh.
"Well... I didn't say it to you in person. I mean, I didn't mean to- Oh no, I mean I was-" I was cut of by his chuckle. I feel like a idiot! I look down and se his hand slowly getting closer to mine. He grabs my hand softly and tried to avoid eye contact with me, by turning his head away. Now, I'm the one chuckling as I held his hand as well. The two of us just sit here, blushing.
"So... You have been well." I turned my head to him again and thought deeply.
I have to admit... I lived better off without him than I thought I would. I was happy and I was doing well. But this feeling right now, the feeling that I have when I'm with him are way better and happier. I may be better off without him, than I thought, but this is still better. And this time I'm gonna fight for this happiness.
"Yeah~ I felt better than I thought I would~ You?"
-end~-
Title: What is love?
Pairing: kid!KyuMin.
Genre: Fluff.
Rating: G
Words: 902
Disclaimer: I still own Vivi~
Summary: What is love?
a/n: First kid!KyuMin >___<
Little Sungmin sits on the table together with his best friend Kyuhyun. Kyuhyun was helping the older boy with his homework since he didn't get it at all. There was only one think that kept going on in his head. He asked his teachers all, one by one, what love was. He wanted to know it, since he had the feelings he was actually in love, but he didn't know for sure.
He looked at the little Kyuhyun who was working hard on his homework right now. He learned hard, even though he already skipped a grade. He was really smart. Sungmin always admired his best friend for that. He was smart, handsome, nice [when he wanted] and always stood up for himself. He didn't really care what others thought, even on this young age. The total opposite of Sungmin.
At least he thought so. Since Kyuhyun always looked up to his Sungmin. Yeah. HIS Sungmin. Kyuhyun secretly claimed Sungmin to be his a long time ago. He told all the kids at school that Sungmin was his and if someone dared to steal him away... Well... They would have a problem. A BIG problem. Since it was Kyuhyun after all. Even as a little kid, he has been evil. But he didn't care, as long as he had his Minnie.
Kyuhyun felt like someone was staring at him, and he knew that someone was Sungmin. He looked up to Sungmin with a frown on his face. Sungmin's smile suddenly appeared on his face.
"Kyunnie~ You know what love is~?" Sungmin asked cutely. The sudden question made Kyuhyun blush. He shrugged it off and looked back to his book. He knew what love was. He knew perfectly what love was. He may be still a little kid, but he already knew he was in love. He was in love with his Minnie. Since a long time already, but he just couldn't tell the boy.
Kyuhyun shook his head. "No. I don't." He said.
"Really?! Even Kyunnie doesn't know!" He looked at the little boy in front of him with his mouth in a 'O' shape and his eyes wide open. Kyuhyun got annoyed and glared at Sungmin. He should have said he did know... He didn't want his Minnie to think he wouldn't know such a simple thing. "Well... I didn't know either. But I asked my teachers! But they gave really weird anwers... I didn't get it at all... " He sighed.
"Then... What did they say?" Kyuhyun was actually curious.
"Well, when I asked my math teacher, he said love was a problem." Sungmin and Kyuhyun both stared forward and thought about what the teacher said. Both nodded, but neither of them knew the answer.
"During history, I asked the teacher what love was." Sungmin continued when none of them knew what he meant. "She said love was a BATTLE!" Sungmin exclaimed while holding his hands up. He was so bewildered by the answer. Kyuhyun frowned and thought deeply. 'A battle...' He thought and looked to Sungmin, 'WAIT! Will Sungmin be hurt if i love him!'' Kyuhyun looked in terror to his best friend.
Sungmin chuckled when he saw the little boy's face and ruffled his hair. "Wah~ My Kyunnie is so cute~" Kyuhyun blushed and pouted. "I also asked my science teacher..." Sungmin said with a frown on his face. "But I didn't get him. No... I didn't... He said love was a reaction..." Sungmin looked with a I-don't-really-care face before continuing, "And lastly, I asked my art teacher..." Sungmin said happily, "She said love was a HEART!" He exclaimed the last word.
Kyuhyun got bewildered by the sudden action and fell backwards. Sungmin freaked out and wanted to help him, but slipped and fell on top of Kyuhyun. He smiled, while lying on top of the little boy. The little boy blushed, but didn't dare to move. For some reason, he liked having Sungmin on top of him like this.
Sungmin realized something. After a whole day, he knew it finally. He knew what love was.
"Kyunnie~ I know now." He said, still lying on top of Kyuhyun. He looked deeply into the younger boy's eyes. "Keke, I realized that love is different for everyone... " Sungmin said while thinking with his head up. He looked back into Kyuhyun's eyes. "In math, love is a problem. In history, a battle. In science it's a reaction. In art it's a heart." The boy nodded.
"I already know that, you just told me." Kyuhyun answered while giggling. It was the first time Sungmin saw him THIS cute.
Sungmin smiled his cutest smile to Kyuhyun, what made the latter's heart skip rapidly. "But to me..." Sungmin blushed hard. He was afraid to do his next action, but still did it anyway. He placed his little lips on Kyuhyun's soft little lips and closed his eyes. He was in that position for 5 seconds and sat up, now sitting on top of the tomato red Kyuhyun. "To me, love will and simply be you, my Kyunnie~ You are love to me~"
Kyuhyun also sat up and hugged Sungmin tightly. "Minnie~ Will you be my boyfriend!" He said to the boy. The older one nodded shyly.
The two ended up not finishing their homework, since they just giggled and glanced at each other the whole day. Both of them knew now what love was.
-end-
a/N: WAAAH NEW YEAR IN 20 MINUTES!!!! HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONEEEE~~!!! <33
I don't know if this is still counted as drabbles... they became longer than i expected... :/
btw... I was grounded 2 or already 3 days ago.... my mom only let me on the pc for a bit for sungmin's b-day... BUT!! I wrote 3 chapters of Let's stay together, forever!! And gonna start another one!! I wrote 2 new one-shots, but not fully finished yet :/ I think I forgot one to mention... You will see~ So sorry, for not updating anything recently!! I will come back with MAAAAAANY new years presents!!