luna!
so because its the end of yet another year, i'm making an entry with the first (interesting) sentence of the first post of every month in 2007. i believe i did the same thing last year. should be interesting!
january:
its funny how things change so quickly, but also these have been two of the most terrifying days of my life.
february:
i need to stop being so selfish, i dont look out for anyone's feelings, especially in relationships.
march:
ive been watching a lot of six feet under on dvd lately, but only the first three seasons.
(march was apparently a boring month)
april:
finally up for longer than a couple of hours at a time. i've had a fever since wednesday blech.
may:
it looks as though im moving to new haven for the summer! to a little cute apartment 3 walking minutes from yale.
im so
so
so
so
so
so
excited!
june:
single, again
july:
im having trouble also with this weird boy situation. theres two of them. one is sweet, but sort of dull. the other is so incredibly sexy, but so arrogant.
(oh look, same problems!)
august:
this was the best summer ever- heres hoping for an even better fall.
september:
its a long and complicated story, but its fun whenever it is fun.
october:
court was friday, very intense and scary.
november:
i decide to read a friends blog, someone i knew was in rehab but doing amazingly, back in the city. i havent read it in forever. im scrolling through between customers and catch a paragraph that confuses me, that describes his tcells and viral load and the possibility of medication, all in that incredibly upbeat and slightly vulgar way hes developed of writing.
december:
feel like im at the very beginning of something that could be really dangerous. i dont know what im doing. this is not really the type of person i am, these are not actions i would normally take.
i went back through the other two years that i'vebeen doing this and they're pretty much the same. HAHA i dont even know why i bother with resolutions anymore. but it definitely was fun trying to remember all the code names i used to use. KIUH? wtf was that? hahah girl you are a mess. the only thing im really upset about is that all the problems i was having this year, im still having, being in a unsatisfactory job, boy drama like you wouldnt believe (um mostly involving the same cast of characters, unforunately) not really feeling like im doing anything other than languish through my early 20s. maybe 2008 will be the year i really get my ass in gear and change things around for myself.
january:
its funny how things change so quickly, but also these have been two of the most terrifying days of my life.
february:
i need to stop being so selfish, i dont look out for anyone's feelings, especially in relationships.
march:
ive been watching a lot of six feet under on dvd lately, but only the first three seasons.
(march was apparently a boring month)
april:
finally up for longer than a couple of hours at a time. i've had a fever since wednesday blech.
may:
it looks as though im moving to new haven for the summer! to a little cute apartment 3 walking minutes from yale.
im so
so
so
so
so
so
excited!
june:
single, again
july:
im having trouble also with this weird boy situation. theres two of them. one is sweet, but sort of dull. the other is so incredibly sexy, but so arrogant.
(oh look, same problems!)
august:
this was the best summer ever- heres hoping for an even better fall.
september:
its a long and complicated story, but its fun whenever it is fun.
october:
court was friday, very intense and scary.
november:
i decide to read a friends blog, someone i knew was in rehab but doing amazingly, back in the city. i havent read it in forever. im scrolling through between customers and catch a paragraph that confuses me, that describes his tcells and viral load and the possibility of medication, all in that incredibly upbeat and slightly vulgar way hes developed of writing.
december:
feel like im at the very beginning of something that could be really dangerous. i dont know what im doing. this is not really the type of person i am, these are not actions i would normally take.
i went back through the other two years that i'vebeen doing this and they're pretty much the same. HAHA i dont even know why i bother with resolutions anymore. but it definitely was fun trying to remember all the code names i used to use. KIUH? wtf was that? hahah girl you are a mess. the only thing im really upset about is that all the problems i was having this year, im still having, being in a unsatisfactory job, boy drama like you wouldnt believe (um mostly involving the same cast of characters, unforunately) not really feeling like im doing anything other than languish through my early 20s. maybe 2008 will be the year i really get my ass in gear and change things around for myself.