the simplest things can change everything
so i made varsity soccer. and i chose to play varsity soccer. just please let it be the right decision. please oh please oh please. i just need SOMETHING to go right. i feel absolutely TERRIBLE for ditching JV. i told the world i was just gonna play jv cuz i was too stressed with vball and school. and there i go. i hope i'm not missing out. i hope i did the right thing for me. please.
have been going to bed 12:30 past couple nights which is insanely late for me.
fell asleep during per. 6 today and car ride home from carlemont. made me feel good.
physically exhausted from soccer + intenser vball practices.
will finish hw a little earlier tonight, but will have to stay up late tomorrow studing for bio.
debating whether to go to the dance. on 1 hand, andrea will KILL me if i don't, on the other, i have so much work to still catch up on and sleep and CCS playoffs the next day and 3 club vball tryouts this weekend.
i didn't get a G unit shirt. pisses me off.
father daughter group picture is so gorgeous. makes me feel happy and grateful for my friends everytime i look at it.
have had lots of time to talk to people these days. makes me happy too to be able to connect and not always be so self absorbed in a stressful life.
and i will shave my legs tonight which will be the highlight of my week. and you wonder then, why don't i do it more often for that sake and for beauty sake...
have been going to bed 12:30 past couple nights which is insanely late for me.
fell asleep during per. 6 today and car ride home from carlemont. made me feel good.
physically exhausted from soccer + intenser vball practices.
will finish hw a little earlier tonight, but will have to stay up late tomorrow studing for bio.
debating whether to go to the dance. on 1 hand, andrea will KILL me if i don't, on the other, i have so much work to still catch up on and sleep and CCS playoffs the next day and 3 club vball tryouts this weekend.
i didn't get a G unit shirt. pisses me off.
father daughter group picture is so gorgeous. makes me feel happy and grateful for my friends everytime i look at it.
have had lots of time to talk to people these days. makes me happy too to be able to connect and not always be so self absorbed in a stressful life.
and i will shave my legs tonight which will be the highlight of my week. and you wonder then, why don't i do it more often for that sake and for beauty sake...