i could sure use a ringee of my own right about now.
I think the thing that gets to me most is what other people think of me.
bad grades--teachers who i've never had before think that's what kind of student i am...
volleyball--i can't clear my head and do what i gotta do
soccer--they think i don't care about soccer anymore. they think i want to slack off. they think i think i can just throw commitment around anywhere. i love soccer. that's the sport i play from the heart, without brains. i'm insulted about what they think of me.
i'm better than that, but no one can see it right now.
they say you gotta do things for yourself. is that enough motivation? maybe these are compromises i have to make along the way in order to get to where i want to in the end.
right now all i can think of is how much i want to get on that field and play with everything i've got and prove to everyone who i am and who i can be.
i want to run around in the cold and mud and kick that ball and tackle someone and score a goal.
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i'm frustrated with my life and i can't get out of it.
bad grades--teachers who i've never had before think that's what kind of student i am...
volleyball--i can't clear my head and do what i gotta do
soccer--they think i don't care about soccer anymore. they think i want to slack off. they think i think i can just throw commitment around anywhere. i love soccer. that's the sport i play from the heart, without brains. i'm insulted about what they think of me.
i'm better than that, but no one can see it right now.
they say you gotta do things for yourself. is that enough motivation? maybe these are compromises i have to make along the way in order to get to where i want to in the end.
right now all i can think of is how much i want to get on that field and play with everything i've got and prove to everyone who i am and who i can be.
i want to run around in the cold and mud and kick that ball and tackle someone and score a goal.
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i'm frustrated with my life and i can't get out of it.