lost in the jungle

Apr 01, 2005 20:44

i just had my first YMCA vball practice! it was so fun. everyone's so cute...i have girls and guys...the guys are really good, the girls can't get it over the really short net...everyone's really nice, and i'm glad i'm doing this, but i feel bad becasue i'm not going to be able to make it to like 1/2 the practices and over 1/2 the games cuz of spring break and tournaments...i wish i could be more dedicated...i wish i had a co-coach instead of an assistant one...but guess what bethany?! that girl that hit you in the head with the ball at the tounament that i know...she's a coach too, and thankfully, i'll be there for that game to beat them!
so that was a huge load off my back...i was really nervous...
i guess i've just been really stressed out lately and it's getting to me...my mom's out of town too, so i'm an independent woman...but yeah.
i miss you all. i feel like i don't know you anymore...disconnected, hermitty, on the outskirts of town.
but thanks for being there when i needed you, thanks for the hug, thanks for the laughs. but in the end, i'll have to cure myself. i was lost in the jungle. (i made that up...sounds deep but not)
and then i was locked out of the house today...
but vball totally cheered me up. and i'm watching secret of roan inish...no obvious family theme yet...hmmm....
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