Feb 02, 2005 21:13
i'm so tired. again. and this time moody too. nothing seems to be going right. tests. soccer. volleyball. school. people. things i want to do extra cirricularly. whatever. so i've been down all day.
and then
tara called. from college. i was so happy to hear from her. it was random. out of the blue. she's never called before. just email. but it totally cheered me up. she thanked me for the present. she loved it. i feel so good. we talked for like an hour and now i'm totally behind on homework. but who cares now? we talked about everything. me. her. school. guys. valentines day. birthdays. dances. friends. family. cousins. the cruise. presents. sororities. flowers. pictures. carter. clothes. weather. snow. summer. cty.
ah it was wonderful. just what i needed.
now i can focus. and maybe do something actually good. we'll see. just needed that someone to talk to and a break from my bubble life with same 'ol same 'ol all the time.