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i am staying with my dads parents right now because i am not doing very well at all
its hard to cook, clean,sleep, move my head in any direction and focus my eyes.
my lungs are full of mucus
i dont know what antibiotics they will use because so far in the last year nothing theyve used has worked
my scale said 100 pounds
my mom and dad want me over here so i will eat and be cared for
on tues i am having a visit with the county to see if i can get any monetary help towards in home care
man,,,who ever thought it would getlike this? surely not i.
DO NOT USE MYCIN DRUGS, im warning you, its like playing with fire and then some.
my head hurts so bad it feels like its going to blow off my shoulders.
has anyone read "the lovely bones" by alice sebold? my grandma is reading it to me.
i am inquiring with a few drs about whether i should get rid of whats left of my vestibular system, because the dizzyness is so crappy and my brain is having to deal with all these mixed up signals. but then of course there are pros and cons to doing that. so i am not sure any dr will agree to do that. they do for menieres disease. i dont know why it should be any different for otoxic patients. i figured by blasting out my whole vestibular function i would be able to operate better. some of the risks involved would be, total deafness, which im pretty deaf already, and relearning how to walk again. the condition im dealing with now, i personally would much rather be deaf than dizzy, so that tells you how disgusting this is. i am always nauseated and have to force myself to eat because i just have no appetite.
my head and stomach are constantly swirling.
its hard to cook, clean,sleep, move my head in any direction and focus my eyes.
my lungs are full of mucus
i dont know what antibiotics they will use because so far in the last year nothing theyve used has worked
my scale said 100 pounds
my mom and dad want me over here so i will eat and be cared for
on tues i am having a visit with the county to see if i can get any monetary help towards in home care
man,,,who ever thought it would getlike this? surely not i.
DO NOT USE MYCIN DRUGS, im warning you, its like playing with fire and then some.
my head hurts so bad it feels like its going to blow off my shoulders.
has anyone read "the lovely bones" by alice sebold? my grandma is reading it to me.
i am inquiring with a few drs about whether i should get rid of whats left of my vestibular system, because the dizzyness is so crappy and my brain is having to deal with all these mixed up signals. but then of course there are pros and cons to doing that. so i am not sure any dr will agree to do that. they do for menieres disease. i dont know why it should be any different for otoxic patients. i figured by blasting out my whole vestibular function i would be able to operate better. some of the risks involved would be, total deafness, which im pretty deaf already, and relearning how to walk again. the condition im dealing with now, i personally would much rather be deaf than dizzy, so that tells you how disgusting this is. i am always nauseated and have to force myself to eat because i just have no appetite.
my head and stomach are constantly swirling.