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May 08, 2003 18:10

i am not being admitted to the hospital
the new dr today was a doof and said there was nothing he could do for me
besides give me the drugs that started this whole problem in the first place
he said i would have to take those drugs and risk going more deaf
and have more problems because my bugs were resistant to everything else
then demanded to know why i wasnt breathing TOBI
DUH cuz its the same as tobra and people with vestibular disorders
are NOT to take it! it even says that in the directions!!!!
i cannot believe this guy was a dr from the MN lung center
i broke down and was sobbing because he was sitting here telling me
that if i dont take these drugs that do lethal damage i am basically
going to die
i called my university cf dr and asked if i could take some cipro orally
to help clear the mucus and i am going to try and do as many nebs and
maybe some vests, i will try using my flutter or pari pep to clear
out my lungs as much as possible at home.
im sick of this crap
i worked to dang hard to deal with people like that
i know my mom will want me to go back to him because she wants me out of the university
but i refuse. the man gave me NO hope
i have to have a physical done and a chest xray and some blood work for pre op
my university dr is going to do that. i was scheduled to have the mn lung center bonehead dr do it
but i refuse to go back to that
my U dr has never told me there was NO hope and that i had to take the tobras or the gents or else id die
as im sobbing the man is grabbing a hold of my hand not for comfort but to check my fingers for clubbing
what an asshole
i told my grandma that i thought he was an A HOLE and my grandma got so offended and told me that was so unlady like of me to speak that way
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