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I'm happy that I'm going to be at my sister's for Regents Week because I think it'll give me some time to cool off and relax. I don't understand why my mom has to make a comment about everything. Sometimes she says that I made a mess and dropped a million things all over the floor when it's only like 2 or 3 items.
Yesterday when I asked her permission to go to my sister's place, she then said something like if Pace accepts me I have to go and I said no. Then she started going on about how expensive it would be if I went away to school because or room and board and a meal plan. I told her that SUNY is a lot cheaper than Pace but she still won't stop talking about Pace. She doesn't know anything about college so she should stop pretending that she does. Then she said that if I don't listen to her and if I'm being a bad kid I can't go anywhere. What is her fucking problem? I haven't really done anything wrong lately. Then when I got home from walking around 86th st, my dad asked me where I went and I told him. Then he said "youre always going to 86th st. What did you buy?" He said it in this snotty tone but I don't exactly blame him because yesterday I gave him an attitude on the phone because I didn't like the tone he was using with me. When I go outside I get yelled at, When I don't go outside I still get yelled at. What the hell do my parents want from me? They're always calling to check up on me and it's so annoying. People suck.
When I was in the $1 store today, some kid who was like 9, 10, or 11 years old asked the lady if they sell shampoo. Then he started saying how there was so much shampoo and how cool it was. Then he said that all that shampoo was making him horny and making his dick 8 inches long. At that point I got this look on my face and I really wanted to smack him on the side of his head. What is wrong with kids nowadays? Ughhh. I cleaned my house today and I tried cleaning my makeup case but it's so hard to get it clean. It's making me angry. I really need to exercise, clean or meditate to release my anger..
Yesterday when I asked her permission to go to my sister's place, she then said something like if Pace accepts me I have to go and I said no. Then she started going on about how expensive it would be if I went away to school because or room and board and a meal plan. I told her that SUNY is a lot cheaper than Pace but she still won't stop talking about Pace. She doesn't know anything about college so she should stop pretending that she does. Then she said that if I don't listen to her and if I'm being a bad kid I can't go anywhere. What is her fucking problem? I haven't really done anything wrong lately. Then when I got home from walking around 86th st, my dad asked me where I went and I told him. Then he said "youre always going to 86th st. What did you buy?" He said it in this snotty tone but I don't exactly blame him because yesterday I gave him an attitude on the phone because I didn't like the tone he was using with me. When I go outside I get yelled at, When I don't go outside I still get yelled at. What the hell do my parents want from me? They're always calling to check up on me and it's so annoying. People suck.
When I was in the $1 store today, some kid who was like 9, 10, or 11 years old asked the lady if they sell shampoo. Then he started saying how there was so much shampoo and how cool it was. Then he said that all that shampoo was making him horny and making his dick 8 inches long. At that point I got this look on my face and I really wanted to smack him on the side of his head. What is wrong with kids nowadays? Ughhh. I cleaned my house today and I tried cleaning my makeup case but it's so hard to get it clean. It's making me angry. I really need to exercise, clean or meditate to release my anger..