I need to move my lazy ass
Another kind of rant from myself to push myself to study.
I cannot believe that I always manage to be drained in the internet esp. on online games, watching dramas, rechecking and rechecking my mails and browser games, checking LJ and forums for updates~ argh I feel so lazy. and somehow it is going to affect my efforts in studying~
I feel so stupid. I really NEED to study, because my first 'staatsexamen' is coming up (really big exams after the first 4 semesters of university!) and the list of things I have to know it about 88 pages (official list of required knowledge for the test)
Sometimes, I really have a bad conscience about not doing anything at all. But then, my situaion at home does not make me fell like studying, I dont feel motivated, I cannot concentrate.
The mess that is here does not help me either.
A friend of mine told me that I really need to get a grip of myself and JUST DO IT.
Ii see for myself that I always try to find excuses not to learn. Even this post is a way of doing it.
I also know that MAYBE I have an unhelathy realtion to the computer. an addiction which goes too far.
If that is the matter I know where it is grounded - Internet is like a... refuge for me from my personal problems. maybe I'll wrte about that, too, when i feel like that.
thanks for listening / reading.
Now, I will go out and buy some ink for my printer. I just tried to print my scripts from uni and see *no ink*
*wuuuhu*
byebye, until my next post ~
btw: see, even my icon disapproves
I cannot believe that I always manage to be drained in the internet esp. on online games, watching dramas, rechecking and rechecking my mails and browser games, checking LJ and forums for updates~ argh I feel so lazy. and somehow it is going to affect my efforts in studying~
I feel so stupid. I really NEED to study, because my first 'staatsexamen' is coming up (really big exams after the first 4 semesters of university!) and the list of things I have to know it about 88 pages (official list of required knowledge for the test)
Sometimes, I really have a bad conscience about not doing anything at all. But then, my situaion at home does not make me fell like studying, I dont feel motivated, I cannot concentrate.
The mess that is here does not help me either.
A friend of mine told me that I really need to get a grip of myself and JUST DO IT.
Ii see for myself that I always try to find excuses not to learn. Even this post is a way of doing it.
I also know that MAYBE I have an unhelathy realtion to the computer. an addiction which goes too far.
If that is the matter I know where it is grounded - Internet is like a... refuge for me from my personal problems. maybe I'll wrte about that, too, when i feel like that.
thanks for listening / reading.
Now, I will go out and buy some ink for my printer. I just tried to print my scripts from uni and see *no ink*
*wuuuhu*
byebye, until my next post ~
btw: see, even my icon disapproves