May 27, 2009 23:32
When I was still so-called-hardcore-fangirl in JE fandom, I used to have dreams where those boys appeared, usually in weird situation. Last night, I got another one. As I'm now expanding my fandom into SM fandom, one of SUJU boys came up in my dream. Coincidentally, he was Kyuhyun. The one who is celebrating his 3rd anniversary with Super Junior today.
In my dream, HE WAS DEAD. SERIOUSLY. Not that I saw him dead, but my mom kept telling me over and over again that Kyuhyun's dead, which made me weeping like kid. Out of nowhere, one of my friend came and told me that he's not dead, just that he's in hospital, having serious injuries caused by a fatal accident.
What makes me thinking now is, WHY I HAVE DREAM ABOUT KYUHYUN'S TRAGICAL ACCIDENT THAT DO HAPPENED YEARS AGO, IN HIS 3RD ANNIVERSARY?
okay, maybe I'm just being overthink.
But it's creepy. And the sad feeling that I felt in the dreams, remains still when I woke up. Feels like REAL sadness.