So I've been told
You can't judge someone by just one bad day.
After acting probably different on a recent day, I noticed I was being slightly avoided by people around me. If people engaged me in conversation, I would've been up for the occasion. But I certainly wasn't in the mood to initiate anything new, just because I had something that was secretly bugging me and I was afraid I'd spill it. So with that, I probably caused some people to think, "Man, what a b****."
I mean, if I was like that every day or much more frequently, then maybe I really am. =P But I'm not, and I now realize that I can't think that of anyone if for some reason on one of their bad days, they "shun" me. You would not know if they are going through something or have a simple reason why they're acting that way, and it is nothing personal towards you.
Anyway, I am rambling now. I guess my true purpose of talking about this is that yes, I am going through something now. A friend once told me that I am strong. I totally did not believe it. Then recently, someone else told me the same thing. Although I didn't feel strong, I could see that maybe I am. I am not looking forward to what is to come next because I am just not that lucky. But I can't avoid it any longer, so let's just hope that my inner strength does help me through it. I do want to go through this by myself, and until I am ready, I do not really want to share with anyone the play-by-play. But wish me luck? :P
After acting probably different on a recent day, I noticed I was being slightly avoided by people around me. If people engaged me in conversation, I would've been up for the occasion. But I certainly wasn't in the mood to initiate anything new, just because I had something that was secretly bugging me and I was afraid I'd spill it. So with that, I probably caused some people to think, "Man, what a b****."
I mean, if I was like that every day or much more frequently, then maybe I really am. =P But I'm not, and I now realize that I can't think that of anyone if for some reason on one of their bad days, they "shun" me. You would not know if they are going through something or have a simple reason why they're acting that way, and it is nothing personal towards you.
Anyway, I am rambling now. I guess my true purpose of talking about this is that yes, I am going through something now. A friend once told me that I am strong. I totally did not believe it. Then recently, someone else told me the same thing. Although I didn't feel strong, I could see that maybe I am. I am not looking forward to what is to come next because I am just not that lucky. But I can't avoid it any longer, so let's just hope that my inner strength does help me through it. I do want to go through this by myself, and until I am ready, I do not really want to share with anyone the play-by-play. But wish me luck? :P