Oct 03, 2006 22:08
Kat, what the hell??? you're a HOOKER???i WANNA knOW ALL THE "INTERESTING THING THAT YOU HAVE TO TELL ME ABOUT" did you finally find a boy?:):):) of your dreams? is he nice?goodlooking?had brad pitt's abs and JD's attitude???
see i'm updating. and here i was, thinking nobody cares:):):)
so. i have a very stressful week right now. my hormones are out of control,a dn i get a bit weird and emotional at times, but what the heck.
life isn't bad, but nothing interesting is really up. i'm not flying high. nasty little thoughts come into my head uninvited, and i have no clue where they came from.
i'm 19. this really is nothing like i imagined. because i really CAN'T do all the things i wanted to, simply because of lack of time. sure, i'd love to party my brains out, and dance till dawn, and then lose a glass slipper (hell, wouldn't those be uncofmortable). but my mind is focused. i think about chemistry and biology way more then i think about anything else. i don't draw anymore. i do dance all the time though. this is the only thing keeping me sane. haven't got much life though, and i like to think that it will come to an end. time seems to slip by quicker then ever before. i feel like i have to write things down, oterwise there will be nothing.
harvesting ideas, anf losing them after half an hour...this is not good at all. i don't think, i act. and i seem to be doing all right, but i miss the hours of siesta in the afternoon. i need sleep. and this is what i'm gonna get now
KAT i expect a full report...i'm really hoping to find time and call you. shooooosh
my head hurts
buenos noches, marachas
what shall i do on helloweeeennnnnn? not sure, i have a midterm that day. i'll see if i go party somewhere, i really should. maybe
god, my head hurts. cut the bloody thing off.
i need to stay positive. SO. here's a resolution: IN THE END OF EACH POSTING I'LL WRITE ONE THING I LOVE ABOUT THE WORLD, AND EACH TIME IT WILL BE SOMETHING DIFFERENT.
TODAYS LOVE OF THE DAY:i love yellow teddy-bears. they are cute and sunny, and make you smile to yourself. you never get too old for sunny teddy-bears!!!
PS post random things YOU love aobut this world and help make this world a more happy place for me and you:):):):)
PS kyle, don't joke about alvins adventures for teddys, i don't appreciate it!!!
luvs teddys
DaShKa