Feeling better, or is that bitter?

Sep 14, 2010 14:22

Haha. Things are going well, because I'm busy (though very very poor D:) and I don't have any time to think. Well, almost no time to think. I did a tiny bit of thinking when reading over my wonderfully angsty posts. Very depressing, not. There are worse things out there. But at the moment I really really love the fact that everyone else's lives are fucked up, and not mine (yet).

So we've had everyone being 'friends' or pretending to be whilst fucking each other behind backs. Ahh, we've seen the worst of the people we thought we so innocent in this. We've had claims from the one that started it all that 'he has not done the most bitchy move'. Yes, you have, my dear. And all that follows is retaliation. We had the heated deleting of over 90 friends from facebook. Everyone from a whole year deleted. Haha. That was amazing. The innocent bystanders erased. When really you should only try to erase one person - the one who you really hate at that point.

We've had a lot of playing the field. A lot. But we could have had more I feel? We've had a lot of lies, and people giving me secrets - which they should know better than to do because I can't keep secrets where you've made a very bad mistake and seem to be boasting about it. So now everyone's all clear on it. Please. You can't be friends after you've felt the heat, been there, tried it, got the t-shirt with scorch marks and a bitter, bitchy temper to go with it.

Oh and now I'm fratenising with the enemy. But recently I've been craving warmth. From anything, anything at all. And now I've found a source, even if I'm leading it on. I told him how it was, and if he doesn't believe me - woe to him. Maybe a little revenge? What do we think? It'll end messy. So I'm hoping next year will be just as debauched and messy, because I rather enjoyed it last year - even if all I posted on here were my depressing rants about how much my life sucked (not that it really did).

And... MONKEY MAJIK CD ARRIVED!!! WOOO!!!

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