Oh deary dear

Aug 13, 2010 00:31

I think it's going to happen. The whole thing is going to explode in a massive ball of flames. It's going to be messy, it's going to be god damn confusing and I'm the bad guy. I know I am. And no matter how many people say that they like me now, when it's this close, there will be good vs. bad. And sides will be chosen. Perhaps I'm just a catalyst for events that were already about to occur, but they probably would have happened slower. I feel bad, but what can I do???

I didn't mean to do anything on purpose. Things just occured. And I guess it all started back on September the 29th of last year. Wow. Things are maddeningly restarting. Like everything's being set back to the beginning. It's so strange to think that things would be like this. Never would have considered it and now I'm hearing that things are a little different to how I perceived them. I don't think I'll lose what I most want, but there is a chance that it is too small a wish.

Oh, this is too hard to explain. We'll have to see how it plays out.

life

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