decision
I was so ready to be angry about DELUHI disbandment, without even bothered to read each member's last message.
But after I roughly translated and read Aggy's message, I couldn't be angry.
Aggy is the one who wanted to resign from DELUHI, and so after a lot of discussion, all of them decided that DELUHI couldn't continue without 4 members Juri-Leda-Aggy-Sujk. Therefore they decided to disband.
Aggy chose this path because he has his own reason. He felt something went flat, changed his mind, looked for new directions, and found this answer. Since it's his decision, I can only say that this is the time for him to grow in his own way, and go to his own path. I can't be angry ne. Of course I feel devastated but... it's not hard to understand once I put myself in Aggy's shoes. Similar situation is actually happening to me right now, so.
It's really touching that Leda and the others can't continue as DELUHI if there's no Aggy. Painful and touching at the same time. Since Aggy is gonna take his individual way from now on, all I can do is to wish him good luck.
Similar sadness happened when Yuuto left SCREW ne.
Anyway, I'm looking forward to their next activity. Leda, Juri and Sujk are still trying to be active during DELUHI's hiatus, I guess they'll create something in the future. As for Aggy, he sounded like quitting the music world to me. But perhaps it's just me (I can be so paranoid sometimes)... I can be wrong. I hope I'm wrong. I would be utterly happy if I can see Aggy playing music again someday.
Can't believe I have to write this kind of thing twice after Kagrra,'s demise! Argh. I'm tired of this. ^_^;;
How I wish this is just an April Fools joke but to me, DELUHI members' last messages don't sound like jokes at all.
But then, life must go on ne.
はぁー。
But after I roughly translated and read Aggy's message, I couldn't be angry.
Aggy is the one who wanted to resign from DELUHI, and so after a lot of discussion, all of them decided that DELUHI couldn't continue without 4 members Juri-Leda-Aggy-Sujk. Therefore they decided to disband.
Aggy chose this path because he has his own reason. He felt something went flat, changed his mind, looked for new directions, and found this answer. Since it's his decision, I can only say that this is the time for him to grow in his own way, and go to his own path. I can't be angry ne. Of course I feel devastated but... it's not hard to understand once I put myself in Aggy's shoes. Similar situation is actually happening to me right now, so.
It's really touching that Leda and the others can't continue as DELUHI if there's no Aggy. Painful and touching at the same time. Since Aggy is gonna take his individual way from now on, all I can do is to wish him good luck.
Similar sadness happened when Yuuto left SCREW ne.
Anyway, I'm looking forward to their next activity. Leda, Juri and Sujk are still trying to be active during DELUHI's hiatus, I guess they'll create something in the future. As for Aggy, he sounded like quitting the music world to me. But perhaps it's just me (I can be so paranoid sometimes)... I can be wrong. I hope I'm wrong. I would be utterly happy if I can see Aggy playing music again someday.
Can't believe I have to write this kind of thing twice after Kagrra,'s demise! Argh. I'm tired of this. ^_^;;
How I wish this is just an April Fools joke but to me, DELUHI members' last messages don't sound like jokes at all.
But then, life must go on ne.
はぁー。