Jan 06, 2009 00:28
Well, it's really tiring when you find out that there're a lot of ppl who can't give enough respect even though you already tried to do the best to show that you care about them.
I can't believe they made it hard for me to try to be a nice person.
Someone in my f-list, who added me first, deleted me from her f-list. As I remember, I always tried to care about her life by commenting and such; but perhaps I'm not good enough to be her online friend? She barely gave comments to my entries, so she's too important to care abt someone like me? *sigh* I dunno... sorry if I sound too emo, but I've met not only 1 person like this. There're some ppl who added me but then never bother to give comments and care about my life. I understand if they're busy, but they write a lot of entries and reply if I give them comments. ^^;
After I got kicked out like this, I didn't restrain myself anymore from deleting ppl who added me just to ignore me. I ignore ppl if they ignore me first. Sorry for being a jerk; I learned from the other jerks who happened to be some ex-LJ friends of mine. :P
Well y'know what... I'll be ok with all of these. I am now complaining, but I'm still aware that I'm not a perfect friend. So sorry if some of my true friends here feel that way. And if ppl don't want to talk to me anymore, I'll just let them delete me, then I'll delete them back. They've made it easy anyway. Although--they should know that there's no point adding me into their f-list just to delete me few months after that. They should've done something smarter than that.
Sorry if this entry sounds not nice... sorry, I'm just tired.
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