[FANFIC] Missing
Title: Missing
Pairing: Yoochun/Junsu a.k.a YooSu
Genre: Angst
Rating: PG-13
Author: minsu_chan07
Warning(s): Grammar.Abstract.Illogical :P.
Disclaimer(s): None of the characters is mine.The plot is mine, though.
Summary: October 2009, the darkest time for Park Yoochun. He then decided to cut contacts with everyone.
A/N: Um,I just made this last night and it's inspired by Yoochun's saying about quitting on Oct. 09 :(. I'm really grateful he didn't quit. Really. This is dedicated for JYJ :). or,only YooSu. It's YooSu fic anyways. JYJ FIGHTING ^O^!
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-October 2009-
Yoochun shut his phone off.He wasn't ready to talk to anyone right now--nor anytime soon.
He locked himself in the room he's been using since he moved from their apartment months ago,which apparently made his mother and brother worry.
"If you're worried about me,leave me alone." he said to them.
"Please." he added after a pause,then he close the door in front of them.
Second later he could hear his mother crying,and the sound of his brother trying to made her calm again.
Yoochun never felt so lifeless before.
--
He never thought of quitting before.Not even when they had to start from the very beginning in Japan and suffered because that.
Not even once.
He bangs the wall.
This is too much.
Too much.
-A month later-
"Yoochun."
Yoochun opens his eyes lazily.
He gazes at the door.A person seems to be knocking it outside.
"Yoochun-ah.Let me in."
His eyes filled with fear.
Not that voice.
He must be dreaming.
Yes,that's it.I'm dreaming.
"Let me damn in already!" the person yells.
Yoochun covers his ears in fear.
No.
Not him.
"I'm gonna break in if you don't open this in three."
Yoochun shuts his eyes.
"One."
The knock is getting louder.
"Two."
Yoochun opens his eyes.
"Three.I'm--"
Yoochun opens the door to find a familiar figure standing in front of him,halfway to punch the door.
Yoochun looks down to the floor,observing the amount of dusts on it.
"Yoochun-ah." that man forms a relieved smile.
"Yoochun-ah." he repeats,then hug Yoochun tightly.
"Yoochun-ah." he repeats with trembling voice.
Yoochun doesn't say anything back.
His name never sounded as painful as it does now in Kim Junsu's voice.
--
"I miss you." Junsu whispers in Yoochun's ear.He hasn't pulled himself from the hug and it looks like he won't anytime soon.
Yoochun doesn't say anything,the words that he wants to say stuck in his throat.
I miss you too.
So much.
So damn much.
"Yoochun-ah.Say something." Junsu whispers gently.
After 5 whole minutes Junsu pulls away.
He smiles sadly as he brushes his fingers on Yoochun's cheek.
"Look at you.Have you been eaten well?" he asks in concern.
Yoochun moves Junsu's palm from his cheek gently.
"Say something." Junsu whispers.
Yoochun looks away.
"Yoochun-ah."
Junsu places his hand on Yoochun's chin,then makes the taller man to face him again.
"Yoochun-ah." he leans forward and their lips brush together.
Yoochun's tears fall in instant.
--
They sit on the couch silently,Yoochun's head on Junsu's lap and Junsu strokes Yoochun's messy hair gently.
"I was worried that I'd never reach you again.I called you over and over but I couldn't reach you." Junsu says.
Yoochun holds Junsu's hand.
He's saying a silent apologize.
Junsu smiles softly.
"It's okay." he says.
"It's okay since you're here now.With me." he adds.
Yoochun closes his eyes,nodding silently as he tightens his hold.
"Stay with me." Junsu whispers.
"I'm not asking forever but please,please,stay with me." he adds.
Yoochun places Junsu's hand on his heart.
Yes,yes,I will.
"Thank you." Junsu whispers,then he sings the lullaby he used to sing for Yoochun.
Only for Yoochun.
Yoochun never felt so alive.
Pairing: Yoochun/Junsu a.k.a YooSu
Genre: Angst
Rating: PG-13
Author: minsu_chan07
Warning(s): Grammar.Abstract.Illogical :P.
Disclaimer(s): None of the characters is mine.The plot is mine, though.
Summary: October 2009, the darkest time for Park Yoochun. He then decided to cut contacts with everyone.
A/N: Um,I just made this last night and it's inspired by Yoochun's saying about quitting on Oct. 09 :(. I'm really grateful he didn't quit. Really. This is dedicated for JYJ :). or,only YooSu. It's YooSu fic anyways. JYJ FIGHTING ^O^!
--
-October 2009-
Yoochun shut his phone off.He wasn't ready to talk to anyone right now--nor anytime soon.
He locked himself in the room he's been using since he moved from their apartment months ago,which apparently made his mother and brother worry.
"If you're worried about me,leave me alone." he said to them.
"Please." he added after a pause,then he close the door in front of them.
Second later he could hear his mother crying,and the sound of his brother trying to made her calm again.
Yoochun never felt so lifeless before.
--
He never thought of quitting before.Not even when they had to start from the very beginning in Japan and suffered because that.
Not even once.
He bangs the wall.
This is too much.
Too much.
-A month later-
"Yoochun."
Yoochun opens his eyes lazily.
He gazes at the door.A person seems to be knocking it outside.
"Yoochun-ah.Let me in."
His eyes filled with fear.
Not that voice.
He must be dreaming.
Yes,that's it.I'm dreaming.
"Let me damn in already!" the person yells.
Yoochun covers his ears in fear.
No.
Not him.
"I'm gonna break in if you don't open this in three."
Yoochun shuts his eyes.
"One."
The knock is getting louder.
"Two."
Yoochun opens his eyes.
"Three.I'm--"
Yoochun opens the door to find a familiar figure standing in front of him,halfway to punch the door.
Yoochun looks down to the floor,observing the amount of dusts on it.
"Yoochun-ah." that man forms a relieved smile.
"Yoochun-ah." he repeats,then hug Yoochun tightly.
"Yoochun-ah." he repeats with trembling voice.
Yoochun doesn't say anything back.
His name never sounded as painful as it does now in Kim Junsu's voice.
--
"I miss you." Junsu whispers in Yoochun's ear.He hasn't pulled himself from the hug and it looks like he won't anytime soon.
Yoochun doesn't say anything,the words that he wants to say stuck in his throat.
I miss you too.
So much.
So damn much.
"Yoochun-ah.Say something." Junsu whispers gently.
After 5 whole minutes Junsu pulls away.
He smiles sadly as he brushes his fingers on Yoochun's cheek.
"Look at you.Have you been eaten well?" he asks in concern.
Yoochun moves Junsu's palm from his cheek gently.
"Say something." Junsu whispers.
Yoochun looks away.
"Yoochun-ah."
Junsu places his hand on Yoochun's chin,then makes the taller man to face him again.
"Yoochun-ah." he leans forward and their lips brush together.
Yoochun's tears fall in instant.
--
They sit on the couch silently,Yoochun's head on Junsu's lap and Junsu strokes Yoochun's messy hair gently.
"I was worried that I'd never reach you again.I called you over and over but I couldn't reach you." Junsu says.
Yoochun holds Junsu's hand.
He's saying a silent apologize.
Junsu smiles softly.
"It's okay." he says.
"It's okay since you're here now.With me." he adds.
Yoochun closes his eyes,nodding silently as he tightens his hold.
"Stay with me." Junsu whispers.
"I'm not asking forever but please,please,stay with me." he adds.
Yoochun places Junsu's hand on his heart.
Yes,yes,I will.
"Thank you." Junsu whispers,then he sings the lullaby he used to sing for Yoochun.
Only for Yoochun.
Yoochun never felt so alive.