Aug 08, 2006 18:44
i cant remember everything thats happened since my last entry, but I can say that i am in the hardest/busiest part of my life right now. with school and work, I cant hang out with my friends.. I couldve had a great time going on trips and what not...I feel that my disconnecting myself from the group is making it easier for them to have a great time without me. Honestly I feel that Im not a major part of anyones life.. How can I be.. Im not a very awesome person. I sit and wait in the shadows ready to pounce! I feel as i didnt really tell my friends how I feel about them.. I dont get them things.. but when I do, theyre awesome.. maybe its just life.. growing apart from your friends. I dont fit in anymore.. so with that I say, maybe next time I will try harder to be a better friend to the people I hang out with.