wow, it actually feels like forever since ive done this.
reading jays lj made me feel like i need to write shit down about my life. why did i ever stop?
i suck at typing lol so much practice lost.
i spose i just thought there was nothing much to write about and who exactly is reading it?
but then i realised lj isnt for anyone else and it doesnt even matter what you write. just aslong as its something.
i get so easily distracted, facebook is such a pointless distraction. me and nathan have been arguing over it recently. its silly. might roll a splifftingggggg. in abit.
i like singing along. nathan said its nice but dont make a career of it, obvs not hahaha but still :P
just been doing what i do best i spose, carrying the fuck on. been working lots, not much to show for it. been planning for shit recently. quite spontantiously actually ( fuck that word so hard to spell)
ARG moar distractions. fk u utube
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anywaaaaaays waiting for nath to come home. yaaah plannin sheeeet about hairdressing and getting my art on and eventually becoming an art teacher. cause thats what i really want to do. let be honest.
anyway. i always find myself coming onto my laptop and just having nothing to do, no one to talk to. how the fuck did this happen?!! i remember when i would run home from school to come back on here. its odd. i like it, and i dont. its just strange. i hate facebook its SO boring yet its like the only thing left that i use to communicate ARG. i want skype and msn and hotmail and teamviewer and vent and all of that wonderful fucking stuff back in my life.
awwww man memories. nathan doesnt like lj or tumblr or fb or anything technology based, he thinks its a weird dating thing that means you wanna speak to other people on the internet cause you wanna fuck them....sigh. so yeah he doesnt like when i come on here and read mine or someone elses. insecure child.
but yeah, spose he just doesnt get that i love people and talkin to them and companionship. i just find other people interesting. ugh i dont know. i always feel like im doing something wrong, crossing some line which shouldnt be crossed. AHH THIS SONG <3
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YESSSSS <3 scrubs <3 <3 hahahaa loving youtube playlist.
so feeling like this prompts me to see and speak to my friends more. i wanna see everyone. i want aur to fly over and ill go and pick up jay in my car and we'll go and pick aur up from the airport and actually have the conversation face too face we should of had sooo many years ago. ONE FUCKING DAY. one day ill do it. i swear.
ahhhhh. gna roll a joint. and carry on, i spose.