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Did you just pretend the whole time.
Are you so much happier without me
cause I'm not happier with out.
Why did you speak to me like you did if you just enjoyed speaking to me.
Why tell me you miss me and tell me I'm gorgeous and perfect.
Why make me fall I'm love with you and then feel the opposite.
Probably wasn't your intention in the begining.
But I told you I loved you and you laughed.
You knew I did. So why not tell me then. Or break it off sooner so it didn't hurt so fucking much.
Everytime I close my eyes your face is there.
It's so much harder to breath without you.
I think I'm just unloveable. You've proved that. If you couldn't lve me after all this time and everything we were then no one can. There's something wrong with me.
I'm sorry I couldn't be everything you wanted. You were. And this is breaking my heart even more if it's possible.
I didn't want you to hear these words. Im still nit sure if you should I'm just so alone.
Hardest part is knowing you don't really care that much. And I care so much the second I hear your name my insides freeze up and I can't move.
I couldn't even look you in the face when I was there yesterday.
Anythings better than this.
Are you so much happier without me
cause I'm not happier with out.
Why did you speak to me like you did if you just enjoyed speaking to me.
Why tell me you miss me and tell me I'm gorgeous and perfect.
Why make me fall I'm love with you and then feel the opposite.
Probably wasn't your intention in the begining.
But I told you I loved you and you laughed.
You knew I did. So why not tell me then. Or break it off sooner so it didn't hurt so fucking much.
Everytime I close my eyes your face is there.
It's so much harder to breath without you.
I think I'm just unloveable. You've proved that. If you couldn't lve me after all this time and everything we were then no one can. There's something wrong with me.
I'm sorry I couldn't be everything you wanted. You were. And this is breaking my heart even more if it's possible.
I didn't want you to hear these words. Im still nit sure if you should I'm just so alone.
Hardest part is knowing you don't really care that much. And I care so much the second I hear your name my insides freeze up and I can't move.
I couldn't even look you in the face when I was there yesterday.
Anythings better than this.