Oh fuck
Pregnant...... Ha not for fucking long mate.
Although I set myself up for this never to happen.
I never though I could be a mother.
And I will think about you tiny embreo.
I'm sorry I didn't prepare myself better for you.
I'm sorry you can't grow into someone I can loved unconditionally forever
until I'm nothing but dust and bones.
And with nathan.
He wants children with me.
I havnt told him how much I love him.
I always have.
I kinda think this is it. He is it.
I don't think there's anyone in the world I could love more. And get the same feeling back.
It's just so intense.
My lifes so different now. I have my own place. My own boyfriend my own car my own life.
And it's such a wierd timing.
Wow.
Well I know I'm too young.
And that's that.
Peace
Although I set myself up for this never to happen.
I never though I could be a mother.
And I will think about you tiny embreo.
I'm sorry I didn't prepare myself better for you.
I'm sorry you can't grow into someone I can loved unconditionally forever
until I'm nothing but dust and bones.
And with nathan.
He wants children with me.
I havnt told him how much I love him.
I always have.
I kinda think this is it. He is it.
I don't think there's anyone in the world I could love more. And get the same feeling back.
It's just so intense.
My lifes so different now. I have my own place. My own boyfriend my own car my own life.
And it's such a wierd timing.
Wow.
Well I know I'm too young.
And that's that.
Peace