Feelings
Hi every one this is the first time i have written anything
and i wish that it is good and that you enjoy it.
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Waking up in the middle of a stormy night is not something I wished for.
Feeling the loose of provided warmth by the body which was lying beside me is not something I wanted to feel.
Remembering that he left me alone again …… after getting what he wanted is not something I wanted to remember.
Again just like yesterday …….. And the day before it ………. And the day before it ………. Just like every time we would meet, it’s just ………… it’s all about him ……… what he feel ………. What he wants ……… what he desire.
Then what about me …….. What about my happiness ……… what about my feelings …….. What about my heart ………. My heart that already belongs to him ……… and now is dying day by day from his neglecting.
Is it my fault …….. My fault for meeting him in a stormy night ……. My fault for letting him getting in the car with me ……... my fault for letting him in my house ……. My fault for letting him in my bed …… my fault for letting him in my life …… my fault for being friend with him … my fault for being comfortable near him …… my fault for loving his soft voice …… my fault for wishing to always be able to see his beautiful face …………. is it my fault for falling for him .. Is it?
Please tell me where I have did wrong
Please tell me what I should do
Please tell me what you want from me
Please tell me ... you are hurting me … broking my heart
If you don’t want me then
Then just leave me alone
Leave me to my life
So I could get over you
And your lies
Please ….
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