I am leaving on a Jet plane ok mabye not just going back to the FARMS!!!!
Ok so I still don't know what to do!!
I am pretty sure that the lease that I signed said that I would have to pay a fee and plus pay rent till my lease was up or till they got someone into my apt!!
There is no way that I can afford to pay my rent here and bills and then give mom $350 every month! I know we should talk to the managers but mom says we shouldn't!!
I don't know what to do!
I am so fucking lost I don't want to handle this!
My Lease isn't up till Febuary!!
I mean just looking at this apt and thinking of leaving hurts!!
But like I said I don't want my family to have to breck apart. I used to dream if mom died before the kids were all 18 I would move in with them or have them move in with me and I would keep the kids together. If the kids had to go and move in with thier dads I would never see Jacob again, and I would proably hardy see Jordan cause well I don't like my dad. Jordan would have to change schools right before high school and Jacob would have to live with his dad which I see as the wrost cause well his dad is horriable. He's not working so he doesn't have to pay child surport.
I haven't cried yet but I almost did last night like four times. I don't know what to do!!!
I wish to every god and goddesse that we win the lottery tonight so that we can stay here till our lease is up.
Pay mom's rent and bills also.
And then in febuary get a house.
And one for mom
OR just a huge house with wings as mom said so we can all live together.
I got no problem living with mom. I might hate it later but she said she won't boss us around so that might be nice.
Ergh I should be asleep but I can't I don't work till 9pm but I got to walk so I guess it's good that I am up ealry. I can get ready and read some fanfics before I go. I should pack something but well I dont' know.
If this for sure happens I am going to pack ealry for SL so I don't use anything. Of course I have nothing but the sling shot for my new charter not even an outfit. So I don't have much for me but I will pack up Rani's things so I don't lose anything.
*Prnicess*Star*Dancer*
I am pretty sure that the lease that I signed said that I would have to pay a fee and plus pay rent till my lease was up or till they got someone into my apt!!
There is no way that I can afford to pay my rent here and bills and then give mom $350 every month! I know we should talk to the managers but mom says we shouldn't!!
I don't know what to do!
I am so fucking lost I don't want to handle this!
My Lease isn't up till Febuary!!
I mean just looking at this apt and thinking of leaving hurts!!
But like I said I don't want my family to have to breck apart. I used to dream if mom died before the kids were all 18 I would move in with them or have them move in with me and I would keep the kids together. If the kids had to go and move in with thier dads I would never see Jacob again, and I would proably hardy see Jordan cause well I don't like my dad. Jordan would have to change schools right before high school and Jacob would have to live with his dad which I see as the wrost cause well his dad is horriable. He's not working so he doesn't have to pay child surport.
I haven't cried yet but I almost did last night like four times. I don't know what to do!!!
I wish to every god and goddesse that we win the lottery tonight so that we can stay here till our lease is up.
Pay mom's rent and bills also.
And then in febuary get a house.
And one for mom
OR just a huge house with wings as mom said so we can all live together.
I got no problem living with mom. I might hate it later but she said she won't boss us around so that might be nice.
Ergh I should be asleep but I can't I don't work till 9pm but I got to walk so I guess it's good that I am up ealry. I can get ready and read some fanfics before I go. I should pack something but well I dont' know.
If this for sure happens I am going to pack ealry for SL so I don't use anything. Of course I have nothing but the sling shot for my new charter not even an outfit. So I don't have much for me but I will pack up Rani's things so I don't lose anything.
*Prnicess*Star*Dancer*