::sigh::
Why is it, that when you know you have to get up early, you cant sleep, but when you dont have crap to do the next day, you go right to bed? Thats how it was last night for me. I had to get up at 4:15 so I could take my grandma to the airport in flint. Came home and rolled around in bed for a while, ended up falling asleep and waking up at like 12:30. My mom brought chinese to my dads house for lumch! yum. Then I had to Babysit. Today instead of getting out at 7:30 it was 9:30. Which is ok, more money to go into my plan for matty! :) I found the glasses I was looking for. Found them at the dollar store! yes!
Turns out that I might have to drive to Mississippi again. :( I can't rent a car cause I'm only 18. However... if I get someone thats 21 or over to go with me, they can rent it. I already know who I would go with. She asked if I was driving when we were at the meeting yesterday. I told her I didn't plan on it, but I would. If she can fly down there, then thats what I am doing, then we can just split the cost of the car and gas. Except now I dont know what days I will need off and its confusing. blah. I still havent heard from Matthew yet either, so I can talk to him about all of this to get his opinion. Crossing my fingers for him to call me just isn't working. It really sucks. 18 DAYS!! I can't wait to see him. I miss him so much, the only time I smile is when I am at work, cause they're all dummy's there. The first time when I can't hide how I am feeling behind my smile.
Anyway, I think I am going to go to Matty's house and grab the mail, then come home and try and clean my room up. Its so cluttered, blah. see ya
Turns out that I might have to drive to Mississippi again. :( I can't rent a car cause I'm only 18. However... if I get someone thats 21 or over to go with me, they can rent it. I already know who I would go with. She asked if I was driving when we were at the meeting yesterday. I told her I didn't plan on it, but I would. If she can fly down there, then thats what I am doing, then we can just split the cost of the car and gas. Except now I dont know what days I will need off and its confusing. blah. I still havent heard from Matthew yet either, so I can talk to him about all of this to get his opinion. Crossing my fingers for him to call me just isn't working. It really sucks. 18 DAYS!! I can't wait to see him. I miss him so much, the only time I smile is when I am at work, cause they're all dummy's there. The first time when I can't hide how I am feeling behind my smile.
Anyway, I think I am going to go to Matty's house and grab the mail, then come home and try and clean my room up. Its so cluttered, blah. see ya