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Well I'm definitely new to this live journal thing. But I figure hey, it will help me vent on things.
Matty has been gone for a little over week, and it definitely feels like forever. He left quite a few things undone, that I have to take care of. I guess thats ok though. At least now they are actually being taken care of, he probably would have just let them go. I got to talk to him a few times, and once I even got to see him on webcam. He's so adorable. I know I made the right decision in marrying him. I've been writing him everyday and I think things will be ok while he is gone. I sent him thee coolest Valentines Day gift ever! LOL. Beef Jerky, foot powder and visene. YEAH! LOL. And probably the funniest card I have ever found. Fits him perfectly. I love it.
A couple things that bother me though, is people's.. oh what do you call it.. when they act like they care and tell you if you need someplace to go...yadda yadda yadda... oh, false support is what I would call it. I know half of the people who tell me they are there, if I actually needed them, would they be there? No probably not. And another thing is people who act like they are your friend, and then act like total jerks behind your back. This isnt one of my friends, because I know how to pick my friends. This has to do with matty. It bothers me that one of his friends would come to his going away party to SUPPORT his decisions (or so you would think thats why this person came) but I guess they really just came for the free beer. If you need a drink that bad I'll buy you beer, just stay out of matt's and my life. I dont think they should pretend they care if they dont. Also for this person to say that I am going to cheat on him when he is gone, and to say that we make marriage a joke, well I dont even know what to say to this. You probably think its a joke because you dont have anyone who wants to marry you. I guess maybe you were mad that he didnt like you as more than a friend, or maybe it actually is because you dont have anyone yet who wants to marry you... I dont know, maybe its jealousy? Who knows. Dont talk crap about our life decisions just because you might not agree with us in doing it. Its none of your damn business. And another thing, I dont think he told you personally that he thinks your friend likes him. So maybe your friend just thinks that matty likes her or wants him to like her and got it into her head. Why would you call matt a loser?? Your friend is the one who is pretty much hitting on a married man... HELLO?!? Who's the loser??? Not matt. So I guess if she was just doing it to make fun of him, the jokes on her. Tell her to find another guy. And one more thing, dont ever, EVER call my husband a dumbass again. As far as I can see, he's made better decisions for his life than you have or probably ever will for yours.
Aaaaaaanyway.... I feel quite a bit better now. So... some good news.... I get to go to Florida in March. Its gonna be great. Warm weather, and I get to get away from saginaw. Thats like the best part. The only bad thing is, is that matty wont be there with me. Hopefully in June, he will be able to come home for like two weeks or something after his training before he goes over to Iraq. .::Crosses fingers::. I really would like to see him. He's like the only thing that keeps me sane. Knowing that hes going to come home and we are gonna move to a house together... yep... keeps me going. Well I suppose that is all for now.... if I think of more things to say later... I'll come back.
Matty has been gone for a little over week, and it definitely feels like forever. He left quite a few things undone, that I have to take care of. I guess thats ok though. At least now they are actually being taken care of, he probably would have just let them go. I got to talk to him a few times, and once I even got to see him on webcam. He's so adorable. I know I made the right decision in marrying him. I've been writing him everyday and I think things will be ok while he is gone. I sent him thee coolest Valentines Day gift ever! LOL. Beef Jerky, foot powder and visene. YEAH! LOL. And probably the funniest card I have ever found. Fits him perfectly. I love it.
A couple things that bother me though, is people's.. oh what do you call it.. when they act like they care and tell you if you need someplace to go...yadda yadda yadda... oh, false support is what I would call it. I know half of the people who tell me they are there, if I actually needed them, would they be there? No probably not. And another thing is people who act like they are your friend, and then act like total jerks behind your back. This isnt one of my friends, because I know how to pick my friends. This has to do with matty. It bothers me that one of his friends would come to his going away party to SUPPORT his decisions (or so you would think thats why this person came) but I guess they really just came for the free beer. If you need a drink that bad I'll buy you beer, just stay out of matt's and my life. I dont think they should pretend they care if they dont. Also for this person to say that I am going to cheat on him when he is gone, and to say that we make marriage a joke, well I dont even know what to say to this. You probably think its a joke because you dont have anyone who wants to marry you. I guess maybe you were mad that he didnt like you as more than a friend, or maybe it actually is because you dont have anyone yet who wants to marry you... I dont know, maybe its jealousy? Who knows. Dont talk crap about our life decisions just because you might not agree with us in doing it. Its none of your damn business. And another thing, I dont think he told you personally that he thinks your friend likes him. So maybe your friend just thinks that matty likes her or wants him to like her and got it into her head. Why would you call matt a loser?? Your friend is the one who is pretty much hitting on a married man... HELLO?!? Who's the loser??? Not matt. So I guess if she was just doing it to make fun of him, the jokes on her. Tell her to find another guy. And one more thing, dont ever, EVER call my husband a dumbass again. As far as I can see, he's made better decisions for his life than you have or probably ever will for yours.
Aaaaaaanyway.... I feel quite a bit better now. So... some good news.... I get to go to Florida in March. Its gonna be great. Warm weather, and I get to get away from saginaw. Thats like the best part. The only bad thing is, is that matty wont be there with me. Hopefully in June, he will be able to come home for like two weeks or something after his training before he goes over to Iraq. .::Crosses fingers::. I really would like to see him. He's like the only thing that keeps me sane. Knowing that hes going to come home and we are gonna move to a house together... yep... keeps me going. Well I suppose that is all for now.... if I think of more things to say later... I'll come back.