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redrisngphoenix September 15 2007, 18:14:59 UTC
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So who's killing themselves now?

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minormajor September 15 2007, 18:15:43 UTC
The fuck's that supposed to mean?

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redrisngphoenix September 15 2007, 18:18:38 UTC
Do you expect me to just stand by and... and watch you make yourself miserable?

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minormajor September 15 2007, 18:20:25 UTC
I'm not miserable!

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redrisngphoenix September 15 2007, 18:22:35 UTC
So you don't mind all this? Not at all?

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minormajor September 15 2007, 18:25:58 UTC
I don't give a shit as long as Sonken's happy!

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redrisngphoenix September 15 2007, 18:30:40 UTC
You're not giving him that choice, though!

We all die, Tong. All of us. Avoiding the person we love, that loves us, just because we know we'll die doesn't make any sense - if that were the case, loving and being loved would be pointless to begin with, and no one would even bother!

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minormajor September 15 2007, 18:35:20 UTC
That's retarded, Tou. So everyone dies. Big fucking whoop. But the point I'm making is I'm dead NOW, and I KNOW IT. It's not fair to Sonken, okay? It's not fair that I know that when he goes home? I'M NOT GOING TO BE THERE.

It's better to spare him the heartbreak. ...If any.

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redrisngphoenix September 15 2007, 18:39:16 UTC
It's also not fair to withdraw and stop living here just because you died back home. It's not fair to you and it's not fair to Lord Sun Quan. If he withdraws? Fine, that's his decision to make - but you shouldn't try to make it for him.

And you shouldn't say things like that.

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minormajor September 15 2007, 18:41:59 UTC
Screw you. You asked me if I'd be able to let go of Sonken if I had to, and I said it'd be hard but I'd DO IT.

Don't make it harder than it needs to be.

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redrisngphoenix September 15 2007, 18:54:10 UTC
I'm not the one making this harder than it needs to be!

And this situation is totally different - you see him everyday. He recognizes you. He... He loves you, dammit! And you're both still here! You might disappear tomorrow, or you might still be here ten years from now! We don't know!

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minormajor September 15 2007, 18:55:57 UTC
.......He...?

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redrisngphoenix September 15 2007, 19:00:29 UTC
I really sincerely doubt the Emperor would bother humoring one of his subordinates that much, or that he'd ever be desperate enough to be with you if he didn't.

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minormajor September 15 2007, 19:01:30 UTC
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redrisngphoenix September 15 2007, 19:12:52 UTC
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I just want you to be happy with what time you've got left. Both of you.

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minormajor September 15 2007, 19:14:23 UTC
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[YEAH HE LOST IT]

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