i need a jumpstart
the look might stay this way for another yr or so....that is, until i get motivated/sick enough to change it.
last night i just got really frustrated with things. this summer's been a bit difficult and to make things worse i haven't really had any time alone to myself. i'm realizing this more and more, that i need time alone. i think that's the real reason why my showers take so long, in addition to a slight case of OCD...its the only true place i have to be alone and think. so yeah, i'm just really craving a break and there isn't one in sight.
i'm nervous for next year. i don't like being so reliant on people. i don't like being around fake emotions and sentiments.
i was cleaning my room today, and found the CAP and senior yearbook. i get nostalgic so easily:) in some ways everything has changed since high school, and in some ways, nothing at all.
small young children make me really happy sometimes.
just musing i guess.
last night i just got really frustrated with things. this summer's been a bit difficult and to make things worse i haven't really had any time alone to myself. i'm realizing this more and more, that i need time alone. i think that's the real reason why my showers take so long, in addition to a slight case of OCD...its the only true place i have to be alone and think. so yeah, i'm just really craving a break and there isn't one in sight.
i'm nervous for next year. i don't like being so reliant on people. i don't like being around fake emotions and sentiments.
i was cleaning my room today, and found the CAP and senior yearbook. i get nostalgic so easily:) in some ways everything has changed since high school, and in some ways, nothing at all.
small young children make me really happy sometimes.
just musing i guess.