Jan 01, 2011 16:28
I don't know how you mustered up the courage to do something so hurtful, ignorant and despicable as that. You could have let me know, made sure I didn't want to join in. Do you know how much it's hurt me? I feel so invisible. Why don't you want to know me anymore?
I'm still the same girl that used to cut.
I'm still the same girl that used to make herself throw up.
I'm still the same girl that used to skip breakfast and lunch.
I'm still the same girl that used to need you to help me out, talk me out of killing myself.
Just because I don't do those things now, doesn't mean I'm not the same girl and that I'm not capable of it.
I feel so invisible...
How would you feel if one day I wasn't here? The sad thing is I doubt you'd care.
Any of you.