Aug 13, 2003 12:45
I can't really tell you where I am or what I'm doing because I don't really know myself, but I wanted to say hi to everyone before I really started neglecting you all. I've been working right and left and doing my radio show and filming a video and I'm ready to fall over. I'm lonely and I miss Jake most of all and everyone else second.
I want to fly to New York to hear his voice, but New York is his home, London is mine, and distance is something I should grow more accustomed to.
I don't know where my sister is, but I'm going to find her and keep her for a month because I miss her, too.
I told my father about Jake and he wants to meet him. I don't know why, but I find that frightening.