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I'm here because my older sister threatened to kick my arse and I really wouldn't want that as I'm perfectly aware that she's perfectly aware of it and she doesn't make empty threats. Dearest Kylie, how I love you. I think my obedience is a sign. Everything feels the same lately. I'm not sure how to describe it. Day in and day out, I'm doing the same thing. There's energy in it, it's just not the vibrant energy that I would like. I still like making music. There's still nothing else in the world for me. I can't describe it, but I'm beginning to think it borders on being callous, which isn't my idea of who I want to be or how I want to act. If you want to kick me, please do.