Just Thinking.......
Yall...Is there something wrong with me? It seems like every time I start liking someone or really caring for someone they get snatched out of my life.... I mean Lee, we were getting really close and then Mary Kathryn came along (now don't get me wrong i'm happy for them and I love mary kathryn to death but you know) and I started to really care for Justin and now he has a girlfriend...and I don't get it ...why don't guys want to be with me they will go with anyone else but for some reason I can't get a guy. But I don't know...and I don't understand Justin...why he acts like he likes me and he cares about me and then goes out with someone else...I guess it's because she screwing him heck I don't know...but if you like someone it shouldn't freaking matter if they're having sex with you...I mean gosh what the heck...it is just soooo stupid to me...and you know I don't want to go out and get with someone else and then Justin come back and say well he wants to be with me...but I can't sit around forever and wait on him I mean dang one day i've got to have a freaking life but it's like he wants to put me on a dang shelf or something and wait until he's ready for a real relationship but i'm not going to sit back and wait. I'm so sick of wanting something so much that I will make sure that I don't ruin anything and then it ends of being ruined in the end anyway. GRRRRR....life just completley sucks you know....but anyways....
And everyone keeps telling me I need to go out and socialize so I went to Butler with Jeremy yesterday. and what happens I have to watch one of my best friends get in a fight...yep Jonathon and Scottie got in a fight with some guy over his Jonathon's sister Kristin. There wasn't really a winner or anything. They pretty much had it even. Jonathon cut his back up pretty good with the guy tackled him on the ground. and he had one bump on his head but that was really it. I really would like to see the other guy cause Jonathon hit him pretty good in the head a few times. But anyways I guess that's really it for now i'll TTYL...
~*~CHELSEA~*~
And everyone keeps telling me I need to go out and socialize so I went to Butler with Jeremy yesterday. and what happens I have to watch one of my best friends get in a fight...yep Jonathon and Scottie got in a fight with some guy over his Jonathon's sister Kristin. There wasn't really a winner or anything. They pretty much had it even. Jonathon cut his back up pretty good with the guy tackled him on the ground. and he had one bump on his head but that was really it. I really would like to see the other guy cause Jonathon hit him pretty good in the head a few times. But anyways I guess that's really it for now i'll TTYL...
~*~CHELSEA~*~