I lost a part of me. bestfriend. and a good friend.
We used to share alot of our memories together.
I still kept our pictures. i meant. The day we had our first dance and practically, know each other?
Initially, we were very close.
Why do you choose to end this way??
I dont think by saying that you were puzzled and you dont even know what you were doing.
Is the reason it happened.
Why do u have to make me feel so small.
Wait. . . .tell me where did i go wrong?
I understood that there were something you were not happy. or satisfied?
When i asked you the reason, you kept on denying.
Isnt it okay for you to text me and tell me a whole lot fo story. From the start till the end.
WHY WHY WHY.
For the whole incident. I am still not over it. YES .
i acted that everything was okay. No problems. Like as if. . i have move on.
But deep in here. it really hurts.
It hurts to lose someone like you.
i treasured you a whole lot. We did almost everything together.
WHYYY.
tell me why!!
That was not the only reason.
I supposed, i lost a friend too. i Lost a good friend of mine.
Im trying to forget everything. like what you said. ' let time pass by. . '
i shall see what will happen next. maybe i can try to talk things out with you.
the reason why is because we r in the same school.
And, firstly. you were not the one to be blame. I GUESS.
you were not the one who plan about this. So it means. it wasnt your fault in the first place too.
Maybe. u felt guilty. that is how u feel. yes i know.
But tell me. how shall i make the situation like we used to be??
tell me. . .
How shall i gain my trust back . i need my friends back .
But my heart doesnt seem to accept what happened.
haish . . . . . . . . . .
It happened only for a moment.
Cos maybe. happines. happened for a short while.
Thnx to dearly girlfriends, parents, brothers, friends, eddy's famiy who were there for me.
Who told me what was right and wrong.
and especially dearly. wany . who was there for me and told me everything will be okay.
I tried my best to be strong and face the outcome. really.
honestly. everything was thnx to you. i appreaciate you dearly.
how could i repay for.
The one who have been my crying shoulder and also. my crying partner.
And not only that.
the one who told me to be strong . . .
Maybe. i've learn something new. yes. you knew what i told cha rite??
and dearly firin and sarah .
i dont wanna make u girls feel bad.
I dont wish you girls to be by myside.
but you girls decide what was right and wrong.
What matters now. I dont wanna lose any of you.
its unbearable.
and to eddy.
Im still feeling guilty towards you and a very big sorry to you.
i hope everything will be okae.