Oct 04, 2009 11:15
Well, there's two BFFs. One I have known since I was 18 and another friend I've known since I was about 10. They are still in my life, but it seems that even though I still talk, visit and laugh with them, we are in other ways VERY much apart. My life has taken on different experiences and I continue to "change" as time goes by. They, on the other hand, have not changed much, especially the friend I've known since I was 10. She still talks about basically the same things, and I honestly don't think she goes anywhere or even has a hobby. My friend I've known since I was 18 has so many issues that he has dealt with (seemingly his entire life), but as much as I've tried to help, he still doesn't get much better. These are two friends whom I still care about, but I feel we no longer have a lot in common anymore. OR... maybe... could it be me? I don't know. When I feel it's time to move on, sometimes it also means I have to leave some friends behind. It's not that I DON'T care, it's just that I feel things have gotten stale, so I move on. I'm always about change, maybe a little too much???? I also tend to get bored easily when the conversation/actions become pretty much the same time after time. The best I thing I love about friendships are when they are fresh and new! But honestly, the way I feel right now, I DON'T have a BFF...maybe one will come along from somewhere to keep me entertained! LOL!
I love the unexpected....
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