WOW!
Well I mUST say this week has been over stressful and crazy! Relationships are HARD man! And its not the relationship it sef that i shard its the people around it that make it HARDER than it has to be! ARRRG! LOL! But everything worked itself out like it ALWAYS does...I mean somewhere inside I kNEW it would work out eventually...but its just GETTING there and withign for them to WORK out is the hard part! Yesterday was very nice I am glad I got to spend time with my honey n his fam...then the FEW minutes we go alone were nice...I am SOOO happy u liked u'r gift! lol...NOW! MY BIRTHDAY! 5 days away! YAY! Saturday! AHHH! 2 Days away! But also on Sat SAT'S ! AHHHHHHH! I am gonna do TERRIBLE on the math part...the reading...I'm good in...BUT OMG! NEWAY! Being in love like I said is hard...but WOW when its not hard...it's ...it's very nice :) Like i said this week has just been stressful but it's all better now and I have sat and tuesday to look foward too...and YES Marcus even though u are TECHNICLY a year older than me...w/e...5 more days and...so YEA! Love you baby! LOL! :) :) :) Speaking of (well who else have i been talking abotu in the 1st place....NEWAY) I dwnloaded some of JC's song from his CD that FLOPPED cuz he is NOT Justin who IS someone without NSYNC...I am ABSOLUTLY in LOVE with this song! It is sooo cute and basicly describes how I am feeling now and last night...change all the she's to he's and it's the PERFECT SONG! LOL !OKAY enough rambaling...back to SAT studying...
She loves daffodills and she keeps them on her windowsill
When the wind blows, the smells fills the room
She dreams in color, but does she know that I love her?
I'm swimming in my abyss of insecure, yeah
And I'm losing my head and I can't get no sleep
But if I reached out, would you reach out for me, yeah
Ooh, I'm knocked unconscious
Walking on water 'cause I'm thinking of you
Don't you know that love's intoxicating and I need the abuse?
Because I'm obviously falling, you're my destiny calling
What you're making me do
It's all because I lose myself in you
All because I lose myself in you
I don't want to be invisible
I just wanna be compatible
Longing for something that can only be filled by you
'Cause I'm fighting with my confidence
Build up my courage, give myself a chance
Because the only thing I think about is you, yeah
Do you know that I'm here? Do I even exist?
I'll dance on velvet skies with the thought of one kiss, yeah
Ooh, I'm knocked unconscious
Walking on water 'cause I'm thinking of you
Don't you know that love's intoxicating and I need the abuse?
Because I'm obviously falling, you're my destiny calling
What you're making me do
It's all because I lose myself in you
All because I lose myself in you
I see the beauty and your strength
And you fight to keep it in, yeah
But I break down your walls with my army of love
Take a journey through my heart, it's a test of fate
As we hold each other close, our spirits gravitate
Let's drift into forever as our boundaries melt away....
Yeah, yeah....thinking of you, thinking of you, thinking of you
Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa
I found myself intoxicated by this drug
Send to my knees, 'cause I'm addicted to your love
It's all because I lose myself in you
All because I lose myself in you
It's all because I lose my, lose myself in you
All because I lose myself in you...
If you share with me, then, I'll find you
And I'll meet you there, down in nowhere
If you share with me, then, I'll find you
And I'll meet you there, down in nowhere
Baby, my life is yours, just open up the door
I can't believe I found you, yeah, yeah
'Cause if you share with me, then, I'll find you
And I'll meet you there, down in nowhere
Down in nowhere....
Lose myself, yeah...
Oh, oh, ah.....
She loves daffodills and she keeps them on her windowsill
When the wind blows, the smells fills the room
She dreams in color, but does she know that I love her?
I'm swimming in my abyss of insecure, yeah
And I'm losing my head and I can't get no sleep
But if I reached out, would you reach out for me, yeah
Ooh, I'm knocked unconscious
Walking on water 'cause I'm thinking of you
Don't you know that love's intoxicating and I need the abuse?
Because I'm obviously falling, you're my destiny calling
What you're making me do
It's all because I lose myself in you
All because I lose myself in you
I don't want to be invisible
I just wanna be compatible
Longing for something that can only be filled by you
'Cause I'm fighting with my confidence
Build up my courage, give myself a chance
Because the only thing I think about is you, yeah
Do you know that I'm here? Do I even exist?
I'll dance on velvet skies with the thought of one kiss, yeah
Ooh, I'm knocked unconscious
Walking on water 'cause I'm thinking of you
Don't you know that love's intoxicating and I need the abuse?
Because I'm obviously falling, you're my destiny calling
What you're making me do
It's all because I lose myself in you
All because I lose myself in you
I see the beauty and your strength
And you fight to keep it in, yeah
But I break down your walls with my army of love
Take a journey through my heart, it's a test of fate
As we hold each other close, our spirits gravitate
Let's drift into forever as our boundaries melt away....
Yeah, yeah....thinking of you, thinking of you, thinking of you
Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa
I found myself intoxicated by this drug
Send to my knees, 'cause I'm addicted to your love
It's all because I lose myself in you
All because I lose myself in you
It's all because I lose my, lose myself in you
All because I lose myself in you...
If you share with me, then, I'll find you
And I'll meet you there, down in nowhere
If you share with me, then, I'll find you
And I'll meet you there, down in nowhere
Baby, my life is yours, just open up the door
I can't believe I found you, yeah, yeah
'Cause if you share with me, then, I'll find you
And I'll meet you there, down in nowhere
Down in nowhere....
Lose myself, yeah...
Oh, oh, ah.....