Feeling hella bad.
I have one week to wait and it is going to be worth waiting a week to be with my only love for a week it’s going to be so great. I miss her so bad!
So I got my mom mad at me earlier not normal my mom has to be the coolest mom ever and this would be the first time that she has ever gotten mad at me. Were not even ion speaking terms and that makes me feel hella bad I said some pretty harsh things and I wish I could take it all back but its to late now. I can’t stand when people are mad at me. One of the things that I wish I could take back is that I called my mom a slut. I should beat the crap out of my self. I made a boy cry for calling my mom that. And there I go and call her that. Fucked up on my part.
I want to do something for my mom to prove that I didn’t mean any of the shit that I said but I’m so blank on that. I don’t know how to show love for any one!
I'm so against on being mean to moms and calling them shit that is uncalled for to night was the first time that my mom and I have ever verbally fought (never fiscally fought) and I called her so many things that I promised my self that I would never call her or any mom. To there face or behind there back. I fought my sister for calling my mom a bitch once not that great to do when half your sisters are in the room. Yes I think that was the second time I broke her nose.
If it weren’t for my mom I wouldn’t be here. I thank her for that.
So I got my mom mad at me earlier not normal my mom has to be the coolest mom ever and this would be the first time that she has ever gotten mad at me. Were not even ion speaking terms and that makes me feel hella bad I said some pretty harsh things and I wish I could take it all back but its to late now. I can’t stand when people are mad at me. One of the things that I wish I could take back is that I called my mom a slut. I should beat the crap out of my self. I made a boy cry for calling my mom that. And there I go and call her that. Fucked up on my part.
I want to do something for my mom to prove that I didn’t mean any of the shit that I said but I’m so blank on that. I don’t know how to show love for any one!
I'm so against on being mean to moms and calling them shit that is uncalled for to night was the first time that my mom and I have ever verbally fought (never fiscally fought) and I called her so many things that I promised my self that I would never call her or any mom. To there face or behind there back. I fought my sister for calling my mom a bitch once not that great to do when half your sisters are in the room. Yes I think that was the second time I broke her nose.
If it weren’t for my mom I wouldn’t be here. I thank her for that.