setting yourself up
it seems like this year all i do is set myself up for disapointment. With friends, crushes, and having a life. Cheerleading is turning out to be the best and the worst thing ive ever done with my life as well. Its a just wrong that ppl cant just be nice and move on with their lives no everyone has to talk about one another just to make themselves sound cool.
Crushes suck b/c no matter what you do i cant get over the kid. He has a g/f but that doesnt stop me, He doesnt really care for me but that doesnt stop me. Like what am i suppose to do ive even tried dating random ppl but that just doesnt do the trick.
Friends,,,, you expect them to do what their suppose to do. that their always going to be there no matter what. And you find out the truth is they arent. You try to forgive them but the trust is gone and you know no matter what they do your always going to remember what happened threw out those 6 months.. Yea i know your alawys there if i need you but what if one time your not b/c your to busy doing something else then who am i suppose to turn to.
Im just not sure where the hell im going with life right now... i dont know who to trust .. and i find myself crying over friends and crushes all the time.....
Crushes suck b/c no matter what you do i cant get over the kid. He has a g/f but that doesnt stop me, He doesnt really care for me but that doesnt stop me. Like what am i suppose to do ive even tried dating random ppl but that just doesnt do the trick.
Friends,,,, you expect them to do what their suppose to do. that their always going to be there no matter what. And you find out the truth is they arent. You try to forgive them but the trust is gone and you know no matter what they do your always going to remember what happened threw out those 6 months.. Yea i know your alawys there if i need you but what if one time your not b/c your to busy doing something else then who am i suppose to turn to.
Im just not sure where the hell im going with life right now... i dont know who to trust .. and i find myself crying over friends and crushes all the time.....