Omg if fucking hate this year

[minnie88kris]

What i dont understand is how ppl can be so fack... they say they miss you and that you were one of the friends they wish they never left but then they turn around dont call and ask to hang out. Let ppl talk shit about you and not stick up for you. Yea weve been threw so much but we changed and grew apart alot as well. Were not the same ppl we

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[xoclueless06ox]

kristal, i love you you know that. And i don't let people talk about you. I don;t care for ashley bc of the abby thing and how she talks about you. It's not like im best friends with the girl. And if i sided with her i would never have told you. And the only reason i don't call you is cause i just think that you already have plans. Because your always iwth your friends from work, so i don't want to bother you. It's not like i exactly do much anyway....i saw how fake everyone was. And i guess i just had to experience it for myself. Trust me, i would do anything to go back to two years ago, before dave and mitch. When it was just the three of us. I didn't change. I'm still the same person, who has been through so much shit in the last year it caused me to act differently around people. Mitch changed me so much. And i honestly don't know what to do with out him. I cry every night of my life, things just were never supposed to be like this. I should never have put him before anyone. And i don't want anything that reminds me of him. And just no one understandss....and i see how adonica and them really are, and i want nothing to do with it. But i know things can never be the same, and im really sorry. I never meant for this to happen, its just because of mitch, bc when i was grounded the only person i was aloud out with was katelyn, i do love katelyn, but that led into adonica, etc...and at first they got me out of the house, i went with mitch. Then i became friends with them. But you guys are my REAL friends, and maybe i needed this to realize how lucky i was. But you know my number you can always call me, and we def do need to hang out. And this summer was so hectic, i was away more than i was even home. I worked, i did key club...it was rediculous. But now we have xmas break and everything coming up. And we still have 8 months before our lives as we know it are forever changed. I want you to be the person that i run to right after i graduate. And who helps me pack for college, who i can call when im homesick..bc lord knows im going to cry the first..month..of school prob. I love you, and don't be mad at me <3333