everyones leaving me
i am suffering from severe emotional destress because ive realized that my two best friends and lots of other people are seriously leaving me. for college it seems like everyone has a place they want to go and know other people who want to go there too. i dont even have a first choice college. and everyones trying to leave me!!!! in regards to vanessa shes going off to san fran and shes got like all these people she wants to live with. kevin wants to go to university of washington and has a lot of people (mainly jessica and andrea) who want to go there too and they all want to get an apartment together. i try to tune it out when they tell me stuff because it makes me sad. i feel like i wont be friends with either of them after a while even though i love them both....espeically vanessa like especially especially her...but ahhh.
it seriously makes me feel like going to the east coast. i might as well. ill be as sad and lonely there as if i were in santa barbara. hahhahah im all depressed now. toooo bad for me.
at one time me and vanessa were goign to get a house together. hahahaha no offense ness i dont want that now because we want to go to like totally different schools...nothing against living with you thatd be cool. but we kinda be bums all the time. hahaha
it seriously makes me feel like going to the east coast. i might as well. ill be as sad and lonely there as if i were in santa barbara. hahhahah im all depressed now. toooo bad for me.
at one time me and vanessa were goign to get a house together. hahahaha no offense ness i dont want that now because we want to go to like totally different schools...nothing against living with you thatd be cool. but we kinda be bums all the time. hahaha