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[minnickmeister]

Whoo, its been a while eh? Not really busy but not enough comitment to this this. Oh well. Figured its time to update again, lol. I've been doing pretty much the same, but I've finally starting to get out into the gay world. Its working wonderfully. I'm on a couple sites (yes, I know some people are freaks but some people arn't) and I went on a date with this really sweet guy named David. Prolly wont go on another date, not cause of either of us, but both of us, I don't think that made sense, whatever, its almost one in the morning. So anyways, I've decided to start writing daily random thought poems. Well, I don't know if they are good enough to be called poems, but they are a compelation of words forming a general structure with poetic wording, lol. So here is the beginning of history:

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Feb. 11, 2005

Breath, essence

sitting at the computer

dad to my left

wall to my right

Love, necessity

oh how my dad loves jazz music

as it blares silently over the television speakers

Kiss, sensual

so many boys, so little time

so little time for me to become gorgeous

feb 10, no now it’s the 11th

only have till march 25

will I ever be hot?

or stop with this complex

Sex, sexual

Oh how my mind wanders