Justin, the most wonderful boy I've ever met
Hey guys, I'm actually over at my ex-girlfriend before I went gay's house, lol, akward you say? Actually its really fun. Shes a great kid. I'm here with Kyla the slut, no just kidding and.... someone I actually forgot the name of, lol, I'm so bad. Neways, its Lauren (the ex)'s birthday party and I decided to join in on the fun with an invite from her little sisters, it was fun. We swam, drove around.
So anyways, sorry about it being so long since I've updated. I've actually have been trying to deal with a lot of drama around my house. For the sake of the people involved since I don't know how much they want to release, I'm gonna keep the explination to a minimum, but you should get the gist of it. So Melissa, Carrie and I were gonna hang out but first we went to Melissa's house where we met her ex Justin and his friend Michael. Long story short, we went to subway went to my house and chilled. However, I got to know Justin probably as well as you can get to know someone in a day. He liked almost all the stuff I like and he has such a sweet and generous personality even if he is a bit self concious about himself. Anyways, I didn't know if he was straight or gay or somewhere in between but I wanted to find out so I got really close to him and he didn't say anything so the night ended with my lying on his arm. Sounds weird but he is sooo comfortable. We (all four of us) decided on a sleepover the next night and it all worked so we chilled. Everyone was a bit drowsy whether from medication, exaustian or lack of eating so all our nerves were a bit on end. Long story short, I learned something from Justin that meant probably we would never be together and because of it he became molto depressed (sorry, I need to use some musical vocabulary). I've helped him by talking and its helped him a lot, or at least he says so, and we even talked about us.... He said that he really likes me but he felt really lost and needed some time to think. I felt like an ass for asking so early and seeing as he was going through a hard time since I should have been being a friend, but he said it was alright. It just kind of depresses me because he is all I can think about. Strange since I've only known him for 2 days. Anways, thanks for listening to my rambling, I just needed to get it out. It helps, as many of you know. So basically what happened in between was officer work day, and fish bowl. The freshman this year are for the most part total idiots. A lot of the girls are sweet but there are a lot of trouble makers. Course maybe I shouldn't talk since I seem to be biased when it comes to the judging of girls vs. guys.
So tommorow I have my first booster club meeting, whoopeee. I'm kinda scared what to do since Mattie and I never had our "prebooster club" talk. Its 2 in the morning and I need to be there at 8:30...... and I'm not tired. This is not gonna be good. Oh well, I've done important things w/out sleep. So everyone is going to sleep so I fell its my time to probably get out of this house since dads seem not to realize the difference bewteen a gay and a straight guy. Bye!
So anyways, sorry about it being so long since I've updated. I've actually have been trying to deal with a lot of drama around my house. For the sake of the people involved since I don't know how much they want to release, I'm gonna keep the explination to a minimum, but you should get the gist of it. So Melissa, Carrie and I were gonna hang out but first we went to Melissa's house where we met her ex Justin and his friend Michael. Long story short, we went to subway went to my house and chilled. However, I got to know Justin probably as well as you can get to know someone in a day. He liked almost all the stuff I like and he has such a sweet and generous personality even if he is a bit self concious about himself. Anyways, I didn't know if he was straight or gay or somewhere in between but I wanted to find out so I got really close to him and he didn't say anything so the night ended with my lying on his arm. Sounds weird but he is sooo comfortable. We (all four of us) decided on a sleepover the next night and it all worked so we chilled. Everyone was a bit drowsy whether from medication, exaustian or lack of eating so all our nerves were a bit on end. Long story short, I learned something from Justin that meant probably we would never be together and because of it he became molto depressed (sorry, I need to use some musical vocabulary). I've helped him by talking and its helped him a lot, or at least he says so, and we even talked about us.... He said that he really likes me but he felt really lost and needed some time to think. I felt like an ass for asking so early and seeing as he was going through a hard time since I should have been being a friend, but he said it was alright. It just kind of depresses me because he is all I can think about. Strange since I've only known him for 2 days. Anways, thanks for listening to my rambling, I just needed to get it out. It helps, as many of you know. So basically what happened in between was officer work day, and fish bowl. The freshman this year are for the most part total idiots. A lot of the girls are sweet but there are a lot of trouble makers. Course maybe I shouldn't talk since I seem to be biased when it comes to the judging of girls vs. guys.
So tommorow I have my first booster club meeting, whoopeee. I'm kinda scared what to do since Mattie and I never had our "prebooster club" talk. Its 2 in the morning and I need to be there at 8:30...... and I'm not tired. This is not gonna be good. Oh well, I've done important things w/out sleep. So everyone is going to sleep so I fell its my time to probably get out of this house since dads seem not to realize the difference bewteen a gay and a straight guy. Bye!