Apr 07, 2004 17:20
... That is the sound of my stress breaking me in half.
I called my mommy, and that helped me a lot. It always does. She was social today. I wish i could have chatted for ever, right through that damn listening test. I fear i failed. I really dont want to talk about that though... Ah how I long for the days of HighSchool Spanish... damn you lucky kids! I shake my fist at you all.
And I just found out from my Mommys live journal that Paige is going to Hawaii?!?! Man what a lucky kid, I wish I could go... Wait a sec, I am going! To live there! Maybe ill even be there by the time they head in that direction, and I can go see her play, and say hi to the Big V... no, not that one. i mean Mr. V- ian. Only one of the coolest band guys ever! How fun would that be.
I miss my husband. Its hard to have him so far far far away. I get lonesome without him. Not to big on the being alone thing, but I have sari so im okay. At least he calls. Gotta love that. I like talking to him. Its good for us to spend time apart... I think hes having a little bit of a realization time, finding out how much he loves me and misses me and stuff. I mean, he missed me in the past, but he really seems to this time. Im sure it has a lot to do with the fact that hes not as busy at his moms as he usually is here, and that when he IS here and isnt busy, hes with me. so its a little adjusting for him. God forbid i ever be put on a ship or deployed or anything.
Easter is her on sunday. Duh. Anyways, it should be fun. Sari and I are going to dye eggs this weekend i think. I have watch on satuday... oooh, fun there.
I have a beautiful picture of Sterling sitting here by my computer. Oh yeah, Will is in it too. It almost looks like they were caught making out. Man, if they wernt so damn busy making out all the time, maybe Will would hang out wiht me more. *weep*
My new adidas shoes tear up the back of my heel when i run. I ran about a mile today, and when i got done there was blood in the back of my shoes. Damn it. How is it that RUNNING shoes can be so bad for running. I think other than the razorblades to the achelies (sp?) they are awesome shoes. They give me support in all the right places. Feel real good when i run... besides the obvious. I am a stinky girl... I should go shower.
Tranquil as a forest, but on fire with in
once you find your center you are sure to win.
This Mulan Moment is brought to you by our friends down at Disney, the letter M and the number 7.
I miss Sesame Street.
I also miss my little sisters. my fingers are quadrouple crossed that they get to come for the 4th of July, cause that would be bitchen. Totally ultimately bitchen.
Speakin of bitchen, I am pooped! I have so much to do still, I am exhausted and cranky and I really just want to go to bed. I have the speaking test tomorrow, and the competition on the 24th. Too much happening at once. Blah. I dont want to complain... I just want to sleep. Soo exhausted.